Not Enough for Your Love

Caught in the dreams of your laughter,

I stand alone in the shadows,

I'm doomed for disaster.

Stuck In a fairytale where I'm falling down.

You paint the sky in colors bright,

While I seek refuge in the night.

Your brilliance shines, it's a work of art,

I'm just a canvas torn apart.

I gather pieces of my heart,

But they never seem to fit the part.

Every step I take feels out of place,

Living in a dream that I can't embrace.

Am I not good enough, am I just too far?

You chase the sun, but I’m lost in the stars.

All my flaws like a heavy chain,

Tethered to the doubts that haunt my brain.

I wish that I could be the one

to light up your way,

But here I stand, just a shadow each day.

You dance with grace, I clumsily sway,

In your world of colors, I’m fading gray.

I reach for you, but you're a distant shore,

Caught in the waves, always wanting more.

You're the melody I cannot sing,

A distant star, an ungraspable thing.

I keep on trying,

but the notes are all wrong,

In this silence, is where I belong.

Am I not good enough, am I just too far?

You chase the sun, but I’m lost in the stars.

All my flaws like a heavy chain,

Tethered to the doubts that haunt my brain.

I wish that I could be the one to light your way,

But here I stand, just a shadow each day.

Maybe one day I'll find my spark,

Break through the dark,

And Finally play my part.

All I know is that I love you

Wishing that deep inside you feel it too

Am I not good enough, am I just too far?

You chase the sun, but I’m lost in the stars.

All my flaws like a heavy chain,

Tethered to the doubts that haunt my brain.

I wish that I could be the one to light your way,

But here I stand, just a shadow each day.

So I'll find the strength in this lonely song,

To learn that loving me isn’t wrong.

Maybe in time, I’ll rise above,

And finally see I’m worthy of love.