God, What now?

Verse 1
I heard your voice in the quiet noise
Somewhere between the doubt and the void
Didn’t fix what I’m going through
But it made it harder to hate you

I’m still bleeding from yesterday
Still got questions I can’t outrun
If you never really walked away
Then what the hell am I running from?

Pre-Chorus
I don’t know what you want from me
Now that I know you’re listening

Chorus
God, what now?
Cause I can’t keep living like I’m breaking down
You say you’re here but I don’t know how
To let you in without freaking out

God, what now?
Do I just keep screaming into the clouds?
If you’re really still around
Why does it still hurt right now?

Verse 2
I’m not better, I’m just aware
You didn’t leave me standing there
But knowing that don’t change the fact
That I don’t know how to react

I spent years tryna numb the pain
Blaming you for everything
Now I’m stuck in between
Belief and what I’ve always seen

Pre-Chorus
You said you never walked away
So why do I still feel this way?

Chorus
God, what now?
Cause I can’t keep living like I’m breaking down
You say you’re here but I don’t know how
To let you in without freaking out

God, what now?
Do I just keep screaming into the clouds?
If you’re really still around
Why does it still hurt right now?

Bridge (half-time, emotional)
I don’t need another sign
I just need a little time
To believe that I’m not alone
Even when I’m on my own

I’m not asking you to stay
Just don’t let me fade away
If you’re hearing what I say
Show me how to find a way

Final Chorus (soaring)
God, what now?
I’m still lost but I’m reaching out
You say you’re here but I don’t know how
To let you in without freaking out

God, what now?
If you’re really still around
Help me learn to live somehow
With the silence and the doubt

Part III of the trilogy—faith isn’t fixed, but hope lingers as doubt and belief collide in soaring emo rock.