[Intro] Yo… Why the f*** am I here? Why they gone and I’m still breathin’? Every day feels like I’m cheatin’ death… WHY ME?! ⸻ [Hook] Why me, huh?! Why the hell I survive? Everybody else dyin’, but I’m still alive Screamin’ at the ceiling like I’m losin’ my mind God left me here, but he ain’t tell me why Why me, huh?! Tell me what’s the design Why they lay in a grave, and I walk the line? I’m draggin’ they ghosts every step of the time Survivor’s guilt, man, it’s eatin’ me blind ⸻ [Verse 1] I been drownin’ in liquor, I been swallowin’ pills Tryna bury all the trauma but it never sits still I see faces in the shadows, hearin’ voices at night It’s like the dead talk louder when I turn off the lights What’s the reason I’m breathin’? Man, I don’t understand it Why I wasn’t in that casket, zipped up, branded They were better than me, they deserved to grow old But I’m the one cursed, stuck carryin’ the load So I lash out, smash walls, fists bleedin’ Half demon, half human, chest heavin’ I’m screamin’ at the heavens but I get no reply Just echoes of silence askin’ me… WHY?! ⸻ [Hook] Why me, huh?! Why the hell I survive? Everybody else dyin’, but I’m still alive Screamin’ at the ceiling like I’m losin’ my mind God left me here, but he ain’t tell me why Why me, huh?! Tell me what’s the design Why they lay in a grave, and I walk the line? I’m draggin’ they ghosts every step of the time Survivor’s guilt, man, it’s eatin’ me blind ⸻ [Verse 2] I carry caskets in my chest like weight plates Every birthday cake’s another death date Memories burnin’, can’t erase the tape Like I’m trapped in replay and I can’t escape I shoulda been gone, put a bullet in my brain But I stayed, and I suffer, while they never felt the pain Now I’m haunted, taunted, punished by fate Tryna turn all this rage into somethin’ great Maybe I’m the messenger, the last man standin’ Maybe I’m the proof that life’s never planned in But it’s hell, and it hurts, and it’s killin’ me slow Still I spit till I choke, ‘cause that’s all I know ⸻ [Bridge] I don’t need no choir singin’ “rest in peace” I need answers, I need somethin’ that can set me free Why me? Why them? Why the world so cold? Why the story always end before it’s fully told? ⸻ [Final Hook] Why me, huh?! Why the hell I survive? Everybody else dyin’, but I’m still alive Screamin’ at the ceiling like I’m losin’ my mind God left me here, but he ain’t tell me why Why me, huh?! Tell me what’s the design Why they lay in a grave, and I walk the line? I’m draggin’ they ghosts every step of the time Survivor’s guilt, man, it’s eatin’ me blind ⸻ [Outro – Angry Whisper] Why me… Why not them here instead of me… Why me…