I done lost my mind

(Hook)

I done lost my mind, it’s been a couple years

Late night shifts, tryna hide these tears

Family ain’t the same, I ain’t got no peers

I been tryna find my way, now I’m finally steering

I done lost my mind, demons in my ear

All this bottled pain, I been fightin’ fear

Heart cold now, I don’t feel it clear

I was drownin’ in the dark, now the vision near

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(Verse 1)

Graveyard shifts, I was workin’ through the pain

Same hoodie on, I was walkin’ through the rain

Mama stressin’, bills stackin’, feel the strain

Had to man up early, I ain’t never been the same

Bro switched up, that betrayal cut deep

Used to share dreams, now it’s silence when we speak

Lost a couple homies to the streets, no peace

Got me starin’ at the ceiling, I ain’t really get no sleep

PTSD when I ride through the block

Every corner got a memory, that shit don’t stop

Tryna numb the pain, pourin’ liquor non-stop

But the demons come alive when the world go quiet

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(Hook)

I done lost my mind, it’s been a couple years

Late night shifts, tryna hide these tears

Family ain’t the same, I ain’t got no peers

I been tryna find my way, now I’m finally steering

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(Verse 2)

I was lost in the dark, I ain’t see no light

Had to fight my own battles every single night

Fake love around, had to get my circle right

Now I move solo dolo, keep my goals in sight

Ain’t nobody checkin’ when you down on your luck

They only come around when you runnin’ it up

So I keep my guard high, I ain’t givin’ no trust

Heart scarred up, yeah it turned me to a thug

But I’m still that kid with a dream in his chest

Tryna make it out clean, put my fam in the best

All the pressure on me, I ain’t foldin’ from stress

I was lost for a minute, now I’m passin’ the test

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(Outro / Hook Variation)

I done lost my mind, but I found my lane

All the sleepless nights, all the hidden pain

Now I see it clear, I ain’t goin’ back again

From the storm I rose, I survived the rain