The motivation is gone

      I hate when you're bored, 
but don't feel motivated to do anything.  
The draining feeling it gives you.
It sucks every time.
You feel like I need to do something. 
Then everything you think of you just don't feel up to it.
I hate when I don't feel motivated. 
I just sit there stuck in my head.
And my mind is a messed up place to be.
The motivation is all gone again. 
I have to do something to get out of my head.
I can't just let it go.
Or let it win.
I don't even want to get up.
I always have to make myself do something when this happens to me.
If you just lay there, 
you are letting it win and take over.
I will not let it win ever.
I will fight.
And I will win.
I will not ever just give in.
The motivation is all gone again. 
I have to do something to get out of my head.
I can't just let it go.
Or let it win.
I fight it every time. 
I know I can win no matter how strong the feeling is.
I've got this battle I fight inside.
I will not lose.
I will not waver.
I will stay strong.
And I will fight.
The motivation is all gone again. 
I have to do something to get out of my head.
I can't just let it go.
Or let it win.
I hate the boredom. 
I hate not having the motivation for anything. 
The draining feeling.
I will not let it win.
It will not get me
It will not defeat me.
I've got this.
I will always win the fight.
I will win

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