ADHD

Intro:
Ceiling stares back, shadows creep in my chest,
Heartbeat’s a drumline, can’t quiet the unrest.
Mind’s a battlefield, ADHD sparks ignite,
Depression’s a shadow, stealing the light.

Reaching for your hand, it dissolves into air,
Love slipped through the cracks
Every thought’s a maze, every word a mistake,
Even when I try, I break what I make.

Verse:
Wake up, brain’s a blender, 
ADHD sparks, my focus is tender,
Depression in the back, whisperin’, “you’ll never be better,”
Love left my side, 
Nowhere to hide 

I reach, I pull, twisted like a noose,
Yeah, I sabotage the truce.
Tried to hold her close, 
but my mind’s a barricade,
Every emotion is a grenade 

She said, “Why you distant?” 
I spat back confusion,
My ADHD racing, 
depression’s intrusion.
Even when present, my love’s on delay,
Memories of her bleed shades of gray.

Thoughts ricochet, spraying lines like an automatic,
Every rhyme’s a confession, explosion, emphatic.
I wanted to love, to heal, to stay in her sphere,
But chaos is a storm that she can’t heal.


Chorus:
Screaming in silence, no one’s hearin’ me,
Love slipped through my fingers, drowned in misery.
ADHD sparks, depression drags me under,
Even as I reach, I can’t find what I seek,

Every heartbeat’s chaos, 
every breath’s a confession,
Lost you, lost myself,
I failed the connection.
I wanted to hold on, 
but my minds torn apart,
Even love couldn’t anchor 
this breaking heart.


Verse
Thoughts ricochet, mind’s a hall of mirrors,
Every reflection screaming, amplifying my fears.
ADHD lightning strikes, depression rains,
Every attempt to hold love ends up in chains.

I pace, I scribble, I ramble, I implode,
Cinematic darkness, heavy as a load.
She gave her all, but I fractured the frame,
Every whispered promise swallowed by my brain.

I tried to anchor, tried to tether the storm,
My mind’s a hurricane, chaotic and worn.
Even when I apologize, my words are thin,
Every “I love you” buried under my sins.

Heartbeats sync to the chaos in my chest,
Every step forward leaves love a mess.
I bleed in these bars, therapy in the rhyme,
But lost love echoes, relentless in time.

Chorus:

Screaming in silence, no one’s hearin’ me,
Love slipped through my fingers, drowned in misery.
ADHD sparks, depression drags me under,
Even as I reach, I can’t find what I seek,

Every heartbeat’s chaos, 
every breath’s a confession,
Lost you, lost myself,
I failed the connection.
I wanted to hold on, 
but my minds torn apart,
Even love couldn’t anchor 
this breaking heart.


Bridge 
Fall, stumble, crumble, the ceiling’s a cage,
ADHD sparks and depression enraged.
I scream at the shadows, they smirk in reply,
Love’s a ghost I chase, can’t catch, can’t defy.

Every scar, etched into my soul,
pain’s the only thing that’s whole.
Even when I rise, my mind drags me down,
Lost it all, sinking without a sound.

Outro
Screaming in silence, no one’s hearin’ me,
Love slipped through my fingers, drowned in my misery.
ADHD

Rap, Male rapper, male and female alto singing chorus only, electro pop, edm, r&b, emotional and cinematic, upbeat