Mixed signals

WORLDPATTERNZ

**Verse 1:**

High school sweetheart got me twisted in my mind

Three dresses for the casino, leaving logic behind

She asking me to tell her which one makes her shine

While I'm questioning every word, reading between the lines

She talking 'bout sugar daddies like it's just a game

Men twice her age got her speaking with no shame

I'm sitting here confused, driving myself insane

Wonder if she really means it or just playing with my brain

**Hook:**

Mixed signals got me losing sleep at night

She say she going solo but she dressed up so right

I know I ain't perfect, got my demons to fight

But this cyclical thinking got me questioning my sight

*Verse 2:*

She say she not going with nobody else tonight

If she don't care, then why she asking me if she lookin fly?

I'm drowning in the questions that I can't satisfy

Self-hate creeping in when I should be standing high

I know I'm not a bad person, trauma made me strong

But she got me second-guessing everything I thought I knew for long

Taking up my mental space, this feeling just feels wrong

When I should be loving myself, writing my own song

*Hook:*

Mixed signals got me losing sleep at night

She say she going solo but she dressed up so right

I know I ain't perfect, got my demons to fight

But this cyclical thinking got me questioning my sight

*Verse 3:*

Thirty-something feeling lost, don't know where to meet

Real women with real hearts, not the ones who compete

BPD got me feeling like I'm incomplete

But I'm tired of toxic love, tired of this repeat

I know I'm not ugly, got a heart that's pure gold

But I keep choosing poison, same story getting old

Narcissistic energy, manipulation so cold

While I'm out here wanting love, real stories to be told

Where the genuine souls at? Where the healing hearts stay?

I'm done with all the games that these toxic people play

Want someone who sees my worth, not someone who'll betray

Gotta learn to love myself before I lose my way

*Bridge:*

Maybe it's time to step back, see the bigger picture clear

Stop letting mixed emotions be the only thing I hear

I deserve someone who's real, not someone playing with my fear

*Outro (Freestyle fade):*

Yeah... I'm tired of this game, man

Tired of giving my all to people who don't give a damn

BPD got me feeling everything times ten

But that don't mean I gotta break, don't mean this is the end

I'm learning to love myself, learning to stand tall

Not everybody deserves access to my all

High school sweetheart, casino nights, mixed signals and lies

But I'm done letting toxic people dictate my highs

Thirty-something and rising, finding my own way

No more poison relationships, no more games to play

Real love exists somewhere, but it starts with me

Breaking cycles, healing trauma, finally being free

Mixed signals... yeah... mixed signals...

But my vision getting clearer now...

I see through the noise...

I deserve better