

Prompt / Lyrics
WORLDPATTERNZ **Verse 1:** High school sweetheart got me twisted in my mind Three dresses for the casino, leaving logic behind She asking me to tell her which one makes her shine While I'm questioning every word, reading between the lines She talking 'bout sugar daddies like it's just a game Men twice her age got her speaking with no shame I'm sitting here confused, driving myself insane Wonder if she really means it or just playing with my brain **Hook:** Mixed signals got me losing sleep at night She say she going solo but she dressed up so right I know I ain't perfect, got my demons to fight But this cyclical thinking got me questioning my sight *Verse 2:* She say she not going with nobody else tonight If she don't care, then why she asking me if she lookin fly? I'm drowning in the questions that I can't satisfy Self-hate creeping in when I should be standing high I know I'm not a bad person, trauma made me strong But she got me second-guessing everything I thought I knew for long Taking up my mental space, this feeling just feels wrong When I should be loving myself, writing my own song *Hook:* Mixed signals got me losing sleep at night She say she going solo but she dressed up so right I know I ain't perfect, got my demons to fight But this cyclical thinking got me questioning my sight *Verse 3:* Thirty-something feeling lost, don't know where to meet Real women with real hearts, not the ones who compete BPD got me feeling like I'm incomplete But I'm tired of toxic love, tired of this repeat I know I'm not ugly, got a heart that's pure gold But I keep choosing poison, same story getting old Narcissistic energy, manipulation so cold While I'm out here wanting love, real stories to be told Where the genuine souls at? Where the healing hearts stay? I'm done with all the games that these toxic people play Want someone who sees my worth, not someone who'll betray Gotta learn to love myself before I lose my way *Bridge:* Maybe it's time to step back, see the bigger picture clear Stop letting mixed emotions be the only thing I hear I deserve someone who's real, not someone playing with my fear *Outro (Freestyle fade):* Yeah... I'm tired of this game, man Tired of giving my all to people who don't give a damn BPD got me feeling everything times ten But that don't mean I gotta break, don't mean this is the end I'm learning to love myself, learning to stand tall Not everybody deserves access to my all High school sweetheart, casino nights, mixed signals and lies But I'm done letting toxic people dictate my highs Thirty-something and rising, finding my own way No more poison relationships, no more games to play Real love exists somewhere, but it starts with me Breaking cycles, healing trauma, finally being free Mixed signals... yeah... mixed signals... But my vision getting clearer now... I see through the noise... I deserve better
Tags
rap,trap,hip hop,deep house,trance,ambient, dreamville type beat,lo-fi,nostalgic,bittersweet experimental rap,west coast
3:55
No
6/6/2025