If you're still there

Verse 1
I don’t scream the way I used to
I don’t curse your name the same
Now I whisper through the dark
Cause I’m scared you’ll go away

I don’t ask for you to fix it
I don’t ask you for a sign
I just hope you’re somewhere near
When I’m losing my mind

Pre-Chorus
I’m not sure what I should say
Now the anger’s gone away

Chorus
If you’re still there
Can you hear me when I’m barely breathing?
If you’re still there
Are you closer than the doubt I’m feeling?

I don’t need you to explain
Every ounce of all this pain
I just need to know you care
If you’re still there

Verse 2
I don’t know what faith is now
I don’t know what I believe
I just know I’m terrified
Of the silence in between

If I open up again
Will you disappear on me?
Or will you stay right here
Through the parts I hate to see?

Pre-Chorus
I’m not sure what I should say
Now the anger’s gone away

Chorus
If you’re still there
Can you hear me when I’m barely breathing?
If you’re still there
Are you closer than the doubt I’m feeling?

I don’t need you to explain
Every ounce of all this pain
I just need to know you care
If you’re still there

Bridge (build)
I’m not asking you to speak
I just don’t wanna feel this weak
Every time I try to pray
I’m afraid you’ll slip away

If you’re listening to me
Through the doubt and disbelief
Stay with me tonight
Even if I can’t see

Final Chorus (big, emotional)
If you’re still there
Can you hear me when I’m barely breathing?
If you’re still there
Are you closer than the doubt I’m feeling?

I don’t need you to explain
Every ounce of all this pain
I just need to know you care
If you’re still there

A quiet plea replaces anger—soft emo rock about fragile faith and hoping God hasn’t gone silent again.