8 pm

(Hmmm whoa) lately been chilling by myself do I wish I could be someone if I’m being honest I do sometimes

But I am who I am unfortunately lowkey been chilling alone seen a lot of people

Die never really had a good upbringing

I’ve been smoking back to back just to ease my mind but I’m fine with being alone hate to admit it I’ve never felt so

Much peace just being by myself now I’m focused on my music regardless of everything I’ve been through I’m still

Pushing through hell been getting to fucked up when it’s late at night it’s easy to fuck up when your living in

Hell who’s there when your all alone I’m to high all these past regrets I’m sorry I’m like this but I can’t seem to feel okay

The past month has filled me with so much stress spiritually I’m well but mentally I’m exhausted ain’t tryna

Relapse but it gets hard as hell cause I’m doing well tossed my dreams in a wishing well girl I’m so sorry I’m

Such a burden but I can’t get attached can’t fall in love ever again I fell in love

With being myself even tho I’m a mess

Steady loosing myself so i go back in my shell to afraid to open up to another

Person I lowkey feel like I’m killing my

Health the devils always holding me hostage my brain do to much I always gotta tune it out im addicted to stress

Like I swallowed Percocet but who can really see the difference in me I’ve been like this my whole life this musics my

Only therapy woke up in fire I watch it burn everything down I’m loosing to

Much sleep cause these thoughts never

Quiet down I need someone to heal me all over again but I guess I gotta do it

By my lonely nobody ever asks if I’m

Okay but tell me they love my songs

I’m stuck in a maze me versus myself

There’s never anyone there for me when

I’m at my lowest I’ve always had to rebuild myself (hmm whoa) I’m sick & tired of doing everything alone why am

I so hard to love I don’t know ohh whoa

Reason I vent in the mic cause nobody

Really knows me they’ve only seen

Parts of me been going through hell the devils tryna take my soul but I can’t let it happen there’s to many shadows in

My mind (uhhh whoa hmmm) pray I don’t start blacking out hm whoa

(Keep my phone on do not disturb)

(I wish I could be someone else uh)