(Hmmm whoa) lately been chilling by myself do I wish I could be someone if I’m being honest I do sometimes But I am who I am unfortunately lowkey been chilling alone seen a lot of people Die never really had a good upbringing I’ve been smoking back to back just to ease my mind but I’m fine with being alone hate to admit it I’ve never felt so Much peace just being by myself now I’m focused on my music regardless of everything I’ve been through I’m still Pushing through hell been getting to fucked up when it’s late at night it’s easy to fuck up when your living in Hell who’s there when your all alone I’m to high all these past regrets I’m sorry I’m like this but I can’t seem to feel okay The past month has filled me with so much stress spiritually I’m well but mentally I’m exhausted ain’t tryna Relapse but it gets hard as hell cause I’m doing well tossed my dreams in a wishing well girl I’m so sorry I’m Such a burden but I can’t get attached can’t fall in love ever again I fell in love With being myself even tho I’m a mess Steady loosing myself so i go back in my shell to afraid to open up to another Person I lowkey feel like I’m killing my Health the devils always holding me hostage my brain do to much I always gotta tune it out im addicted to stress Like I swallowed Percocet but who can really see the difference in me I’ve been like this my whole life this musics my Only therapy woke up in fire I watch it burn everything down I’m loosing to Much sleep cause these thoughts never Quiet down I need someone to heal me all over again but I guess I gotta do it By my lonely nobody ever asks if I’m Okay but tell me they love my songs I’m stuck in a maze me versus myself There’s never anyone there for me when I’m at my lowest I’ve always had to rebuild myself (hmm whoa) I’m sick & tired of doing everything alone why am I so hard to love I don’t know ohh whoa Reason I vent in the mic cause nobody Really knows me they’ve only seen Parts of me been going through hell the devils tryna take my soul but I can’t let it happen there’s to many shadows in My mind (uhhh whoa hmmm) pray I don’t start blacking out hm whoa (Keep my phone on do not disturb) (I wish I could be someone else uh)

8 pm