Letting go

No longer looking back…

Moving forward should be my choice

But in the back of my mind, I still hear her voice

A shadow I can't seem to unpack…

(T.S…)

This isn’t normal, I’m losing control

I just want to feel whole

Like I have a purpose, a reason for being

Working on my body and soul

Wanting to be better, to be more

For sure…

There must be a cure

For this feeling I have deep within

(hmm)

This will be my final stand

In the battle I fight

Late at night…

With every step forward, I feel the weight

Of memories I never meant to break…

Ohhh, I’m tryna let go, but it pulls me back (yeah)

Hmm-mm, these memories fade and then they attack

Ohhh, I’m stronger now, but still feel the cracks

When I breathe in deep — she’s still in the past

(Hmm)

Ohhh-oh, I won’t break, I won’t fold

Ohhh-oh, I’ve got fire in my soul

Ohhh-oh, even when I’m walking alone…

I’m tired and need some sleep

But the cuts open, and I bleed

Honestly, I’ll be okay

Really, that’s all I have to say

Wouldn’t be the first person to leave

I’ll just stand up, wipe the dirt off my sleeve

But this ain’t just pain, it’s a message in disguise

A war inside my chest, but I’m learning how to rise

Falling apart just to find the real me

Searching for light where it’s hard to see

(But it’s night… I can’t see)

Ohhh, I’m tryna let go, but it pulls me back (yeah)

Hmm-mm, these memories fade and then they attack

Ohhh, I’m stronger now, but still feel the cracks

When I breathe in deep — she’s still in the past

(Hmm)

Ohhh-oh, I won’t break, I won’t fold

Ohhh-oh, I’ve got fire in my soul

Ohhh-oh, even when I’m walking alone…

No longer looking back… (ohh)

Just echoes in the black

I still hear her voice, but it’s fading slow

And piece by piece, I’m letting go

(Hmm…)

I may still hurt, but I still grow

I walk alone — and that’s how I know…

I’m finally free to move, to be

Just me.