Anxiety

Crazy thoughts in my head 
Crazy thoughts want me dead 
Crazy thoughts crazy thoughts 

I’m in pain all over 
I can’t seem to see straight 
I don’t want to love like this anymore 
You see me standing here 
I see a man standing in the mirror 
My head hurts feeling pain 
My head hurts I might faint 

The anxiety takes control of me 
Doesn’t want me to be free 
I hate the things it makes me say 
When I feel afraid I know I can’t slow down 
I know I can’t stop now 
Don’t make me the bad guy 
It’s just the anxiety I can’t fight 

Walking down the street 
Thinking of everything 
Music heals the soul 
Listening might save someone 
I hate the way I am 
I can’t be who I really am 
Anxiety is a killer sneaky and cunning
What can I do, what can I do

The anxiety takes control of me 
Doesn’t want me to be free 
I hate the things it makes me say 
When I feel afraid I know I can’t slow down 
I know I can’t stop now 
Don’t make me the bad guy 
It’s just the anxiety I can’t fight 

I let it take control of me 
When I do it lets me see 
The reality of what I am 
A crazy person in the sand 
Controlling and toxic, maybe neurotic 
Funny and smart shocking and dangerous 
Don’t let it win, get out of my head 
Observe and destroy is the only solution 

The anxiety takes control of me 
Doesn’t want me to be free 
I hate the things it makes me say 
When I feel afraid I know I can’t slow down 
I know I can’t stop now 
Don’t make me the bad guy 
It’s just the anxiety I can’t fight 


[Violin Solo]


The anxiety takes control of me 
Doesn’t want me to be free 
I hate the things it makes me say 
When I feel afraid I know I can’t slow down 
I know I can’t stop now 
Don’t make me the bad guy 
It’s just the anxiety I can’t fight 

Don’t let it take control 
Fight back with all your might 
Don’t let it win this fight 
Triggers happen it’s okay 
Understand them is step one lay 

Pop, dark ambient, intense, 808 beat, intense, female, ambient