[Intro – soft, almost spoken] Yeah… It’s me again. I know I talk to You every day… But tonight feel different. [Verse 1] Dear God, I ain’t gon’ lie to You, You already know me. I’ve been smiling in public, crying where nobody can see. Acting like I’m strong, like it’s all under control, But my chest feel heavy and it’s taking a toll. I seek You every day, that’s facts, that’s truth, But today I need You like I needed You in my youth. I’ve been lost in the noise, chasing echoes of applause, Building up my pride just to cover my flaws. I think I’m going crazy, thoughts racing at night, Overthinking every wrong, every missed right. Storms in my mind, lightning striking my peace, I’m tired of pretending like the pressure don’t increase. I said I trust You… but I still try to steer, Hands on the wheel, acting like You not here. And I’m scared— What if I drift too far from Your voice? What if I lose myself in my own choice? [Hook – melodic, vulnerable] Oh my God… I need You right now. Not the Sunday version of me— But the broken me right now. Fill me with Your peace somehow, Let Your love pour down. I don’t wanna fake it anymore… I need You right now. [Verse 2] Dear Father, I confess I been numb for a minute. Scrolling through distractions, avoiding the feeling. I know You been knocking but I wouldn’t let You in, Too ashamed of the mess that I’m living in. I said I had faith, but it wavered in the wind, Doubted Your timing when I couldn’t see the end. I asked for blessings but I ran from correction, Wanted resurrection without crucifixion. I’m tired, God. Tired of fighting battles in my head. Tired of replaying every word that was said. Tired of carrying guilt like it’s chained to my feet, Tired of acting whole when I’m incomplete. I don’t need the spotlight, I don’t need the throne, I just need to know I’m not alone. Sit with me in this silence, stay close. Be the peace that I need the most. [Bridge – emotional lift] If I’m falling apart, hold every piece. If I’m drowning in doubt, be my release. If I’m too weak to stand, carry me through. I don’t need perfection— I just need You. [Hook – bigger, choir feel] Oh my God… I need You right now. In the middle of the storm, Be my shelter somehow. Fill me with Your peace and love, Let my pride fall down. I’ve been seeking You every day— But today I need You right now. [Outro – spoken, raw] So this my letter… no filter, no disguise. You see the tears I try to hide from my eyes. I’m done running. I’m done pretending I’m okay. I seek You every day… But today… I need You more.

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