Vanishing Remix

*(Verse 1)*

Back in the mindworks, I'm lost again,

Swept up, drowning in my thoughts again.

Every cell in me screams to run,

But I can’t face this pain—it weighs a ton.

*(Pre-Chorus)*

That’s when I slip out, I vanish,

A shameful exit, and I despise it.

Never meant to hurt anyone,

But I tell myself I was never enough.

*(Chorus)*

This weight is costing me too much,

I need the air in my lungs, I need to breathe.

Life’s flashing, I’m about to pass out,

I’m crashing, I can’t get free.

The walls were low, now they're high as the sky,

Try as I might, I can’t break through.

*(Verse 2)*

Of all the jokes they threw my way,

A jester played, but now he prays.

Have mercy—grant me grace,

Let me matter, let me stay.

*(Outro)*

Don’t let me fade, don’t let me go,

I need a reason, a place to grow.

Not just space that I consume,

But a life with meaning, something true.

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