[Verse 1]
Eyes wide, ceiling fan spinning
Room dark, but my skull still lit
Every thought got teeth in it
Every breath like a cigarette hit
Demons in my head, say "you’re better off dead"
Every mirror in the house still painted in red
Phone on the floor, can’t call, can’t text
Heart in my throat, both hands on my chest
[Pre-Chorus]
Spit in my face, you think I won’t break?
Blood in my mouth, I can taste the hate
Laugh in my ear, yeah, they love that sound
"One more push and you’ll stay on the ground"
[Chorus]
All night
I’m fighting to stay sane
All night
They’re scratching at my brain
Demons in my head, saying I’m better off dead
All I see is red, all I see is red
All night
I’m screaming in my bed
All night
These words I never said
Demons in my head, saying I’m better off dead
All I see is red, all I see is red
[Verse 2]
Sleepless nights, walls start breathing
Shadows talk like they know my sins
Every scar got a name, got a reason
Every loss like a fist to the ribs
Panic on tap, pour it straight to my chest
Voice in my skull says "you’re just like the rest"
But I claw back, black nails, cracked bones
Turn that doubt to a war drum in my throat
[Pre-Chorus]
Spit in my face, you think I’ll just fade?
Kicked when I’m down, I remember that taste
Laugh in my ear, yeah, they think I’m done
"One more step and you’ll come undone"
[Chorus]
All night
I’m fighting to stay sane
All night
They’re scratching at my brain
Demons in my head, saying I’m better off dead
All I see is red, all I see is red
All night
I’m screaming in my bed
All night
These words I never said
Demons in my head, saying I’m better off dead
All I see is red, all I see is red
[Bridge]
You want me broken?
You want me gone?
But I’ve bled this long
I’m still holding on
You say "jump"
I say "watch me climb"
Turn my rage to a lifeline
[Chorus]
All night
I’m fighting to stay sane
All night
They’re scratching at my brain
Demons in my head, saying I’m better off dead
All I see is red, all I see is red
All night
I’m screaming in my bed
All night
These words I never said
Demons in my head, but I’m standing instead
All I see is red, I won’t bow, I won’t beg