The wrath of the father

My inner child’s fear is raw 
Memories I can’t move on 
My father made me see the monster he didn’t hide from me broke my faith and my will 
Broken bottles scars won’t heal 
Mothers eyes filled with fear 
Protecting her but still I feared 
The monsters mad with his beer 
Another swig then he’s mad 
Throwing words hitting fast 
Fists of thunder hurt me dear 
Bruised up body lies and tears 
Showed no love a hero not 
Your the monster you can’t make up 
Whiskey breath most the year 
Red eyes not seeing clear 
His mind was creaked beer drove him mad 
Abuse was the one thing he had left 
I fear my life won’t change a bit 
A son with is fathers fits 
Can’t be me won’t let it be 
How can I turn out just like the monster who raised me
A role model I say not 
Chewed me up and spit me out 
Don’t need a dad I never did 
Hope I don’t turn out just like him 
A monster from hell he will soon decend 
Back to saten his old friend