My inner child’s fear is raw
Memories I can’t move on
My father made me see the monster he didn’t hide from me broke my faith and my will
Broken bottles scars won’t heal
Mothers eyes filled with fear
Protecting her but still I feared
The monsters mad with his beer
Another swig then he’s mad
Throwing words hitting fast
Fists of thunder hurt me dear
Bruised up body lies and tears
Showed no love a hero not
Your the monster you can’t make up
Whiskey breath most the year
Red eyes not seeing clear
His mind was creaked beer drove him mad
Abuse was the one thing he had left
I fear my life won’t change a bit
A son with is fathers fits
Can’t be me won’t let it be
How can I turn out just like the monster who raised me
A role model I say not
Chewed me up and spit me out
Don’t need a dad I never did
Hope I don’t turn out just like him
A monster from hell he will soon decend
Back to saten his old friend