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fighting for my life

debating on if it’s worth living

im sick of trying

and failing

I feel so weak

fighting for my life

it’s a battle

I think I’m losing

I’m living in a fog

a constant rattle

am I going insane

all I feel is pain

does anything matter

I’m so alone

not a single answer

no nothing.

all I can think of is cutting

off everything

everything is mindless chatter fighting for my life

debating on if it’s worth living

im sick of trying

and failing

I feel so weak

fighting for my life

I’m so alone

don’t know why I’m still here

can this life end

don’t know if I can make the cut

I feel so alone

can’t hold back my tears

I want it all to end

don’t know if I can make the cut

can’t think straight

just want to escape

head hurts

chaos and cuss words and dazed questions

looking around

not knowing what’s going on

in a crowd feeling drowned

so lonely so much on my plate fighting for my life

debating on if it’s worth living

im sick of trying

and failing

I feel so weak

fighting for my life

is anybody there

in a box

a cage of my thoughts

what’s going on

can I leave

please

if I do

don’t cry

don’t let me waste your time

I can’t be here anymore wanna anymore

don’t worry you’ll be fine

you can forget me

please don’t remember

forget your memories

of me

wanna leave this place

all that’s here is pain and hurt

and hot tears

o feel so alone

so scared so many fears

unsupported

so alone

but it doesn’t matter

nothing does

not anymore

nothing matters fighting for my life

debating on if it’s worth living

im sick of trying

and failing

I feel so weak

fighting for my life