[intro] Static in my head again Rain on the windshield, nothing makes sense Say you’re fine, but you say it too quick We both know how this ends [verse 1] I should’ve read the room better Read your silence like a warning sign Every bad week I call it bad luck Like it wasn’t me crossing the line We talk like ghosts in the present tense Dragging the past through a broken night I remember the blur, not the reason I remember your name, not why [pre-chorus] You still text like you’re bored and lonely Like I’m a habit you won’t quit I don’t miss you, I miss distraction I miss the shape of it [chorus] I don’t even want you I just hate the quiet here I don’t even want you I just need somebody near I don’t even want you I just like the outline Someone in my shadow Someone wasting time I don’t even want you And I think you know that too I don’t even want you I just don’t want to be alone with me and you [verse 2] Your side of the bed stays untouched Mine feels colder every night All our apologies live in drafts Unsent, unread, never right You say we could’ve been something Like it wasn’t already done We keep poking the scar to feel real Just to prove it still hurts some [pre-chorus] Why you pulling me back like gravity When you don’t plan to stay? You only show up when you’re empty Then disappear when I break [chorus] I don’t even want you I just hate the quiet here I don’t even want you I just need somebody near I don’t even want you I just like the outline Someone in my shadow Someone wasting time I don’t even want you And I think you know that too I don’t even want you I just don’t want to sit with the truth [bridge] You say my name like a safety net Like I’ll catch you when you fall But I’m barely standing upright I’m not anything at all We keep confusing comfort for love Confusing damage for proof If this was ever real to you Why does it feel disposable to you? [breakdown / math-rock pause] Cut the sound— Let it breathe— Count the seconds Till you leave [outro chorus] I don’t even want you I just hate the quiet here I don’t even want you I just need somebody near I don’t even want you I just like the idea That I’m not invisible When someone’s near I don’t even want you But I still answer when you call I don’t even want you I just don’t know how to want nothing at all [final outro] Weather clears, I’m still inside Blaming clouds I made myself If I ever learn to sit alone Maybe I’ll finally need no one else

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