Why ?

Why was my money stolen when I needed it most? 
My God, can you answer this question? 
I want to go meet my future husband in the USA as soon as possible,
I sold the oil from my tank and the money was stolen from me. 
I feel so guilty for not being able to protect him more. 
Today, I feel my love Marc very sad and even angry because this will greatly postpone the date of my trip. 
Of course, I'm going to save every week again to be able to reach the amount he told me. 
But today, I know that this is going to pose a big problem in our relationship. 
I really like my Marc d’amour. 
I really want to go to New York to meet him and accept his marriage proposal. 
But why do I still have so little luck in my life? 
I had my passport made today. 
This is already a great step forward, but would it be enough to keep my lover? 
I know he loves me very much and so do I. 
But why is Destiny so relentless against us? 
Tomorrow will be Christmas Eve. 
We won't even be together. 
I am very sad about it. Really very sad. 
I love you very much my love Marc. 
I ask you to keep hope. 
You're asking me to sell one of my cars this Friday. That's what I'm going to do. 
Of course I'm going to listen to you because I really love you too and I really need you. 
I hope this whole money thing won't get in the way of our happiness one day. 
I think very much of you my love Marc but today, this evening, more precisely, I am really afraid that we will lose each other forever and that our marriage will never take place. 
I pray to God and my guardian angel of light with all my heart that our marriage will take place. 
It would truly be the best day of my entire life. Amen. 

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