Illusion

I've been through the trial

Lived in denial

Now I'm waking up to see

Youve long been done with me

The past is the past

Its been our choice to make it last

The judgement has been brutal

And ive discovered trying is futile

Its very clear your mind is set

What we have now is the best it will get

We once had a bond that was equalled by few

Now I'm not wanted and don't know what to do

Does it really matter who was at fault

For years I've paid a price under constant assault

Omehow we've forgotten the bond we once knew

Now I wonder if I didn't see the reality and none of it was true

I've grown and I've learned and im a better man

I've struggled I've failed I do what I can

But your mind is set against me

I no longer believe we were meant to be

Its very clear your mind is set

What we have now is the best it will get

We once had a bond that was equalled by few

Now I'm not wanted and don't know what to do

I swallow my anger and I swallow my pride

I can hardly accept that this dream has now died

What hurts most is the rejection I live

And as much as I would like to I dont think I can forgive

My days ahead seem to be filled with resentment

Being subjected to your choices and direction you went

It is  impossible to quantify how much I am upset

Its defeating to know my good and my love are so easy to forget

Its very clear your mind is set

What we have now is the best it will get

We once had a bond that was equalled by few

Now I'm not wanted and don't know what to do

The world feels ended as we live our setting sun

Now the grieving and bitterness is only just begun

You will feel guilt and pain for your path taken

I thought your love was genuine but I see i was mistaken

Go be free find your joy and whatever you dream

Just remember you taught dreams are fragile and not what they seem

Your love your light no longer mine

You will pay a price and ill be just fine