Illusion

I've been through the trial
Lived in denial
Now I'm waking up to see
Youve long been done with me 

The past is the past
Its been our choice to make it last
The judgement has been brutal
And ive discovered trying is futile 

Its very clear your mind is set
What we have now is the best it will get
We once had a bond that was equalled by few
Now I'm not wanted and don't know what to do 

Does it really matter who was at fault
For years I've paid a price under constant assault
Omehow we've forgotten the bond we once knew
Now I wonder if I didn't see the reality and none of it was true
I've grown and I've learned and im a better man
I've struggled I've failed I do what I can 

But your mind is set against me
I no longer believe we were meant to be 

Its very clear your mind is set
What we have now is the best it will get
We once had a bond that was equalled by few
Now I'm not wanted and don't know what to do 

I swallow my anger and I swallow my pride
I can hardly accept that this dream has now died
What hurts most is the rejection I live
And as much as I would like to I dont think I can forgive 

My days ahead seem to be filled with resentment
Being subjected to your choices and direction you went
It is  impossible to quantify how much I am upset
Its defeating to know my good and my love are so easy to forget 

Its very clear your mind is set
What we have now is the best it will get
We once had a bond that was equalled by few
Now I'm not wanted and don't know what to do 

The world feels ended as we live our setting sun
Now the grieving and bitterness is only just begun
You will feel guilt and pain for your path taken
I thought your love was genuine but I see i was mistaken 

Go be free find your joy and whatever you dream
Just remember you taught dreams are fragile and not what they seem 

Your love your light no longer mine
You will pay a price and ill be just fine

R&B with groovy baseline, soulful vocals, melodic rhythm,  male