(Fall back fall back damn yea) I keep my phone turned off cause I’m far to busy to be worried about text messages (I can’t stand the way you moving) talk to the reaper I put my life into this music yet nobody hearing me don’t Expect me to hit you cause you ain’t showed you care I had made to many promises just for them to be broken I be staring at the rain cause that’s the only peace I get I can’t leave & you steady playing we can’t make this work Cause you always to busy to respond to my text that’s why I keep my distance these love scars might last forever how The fuck you expect me to love you the same if you steady switching up (basically what I’m asking) Is you still Feeling me or are you playing me these Vvs ain’t fixing shit I’m still tired I’ve been trusting you for way to long I just Skirted off almost crashed my car smoke to much cause I don’t trust easily (alright time to be real) fuck you & fuck your hoe ass friends standing on business you wanna be stupid ight bet I can act like the same way but if I leave You gone break down crying at the same time it’s all good cause I do better on my own I should’ve never fucked wit You to begin with if you would of just kept it real we wouldn’t be so far away Seems like we growing apart I’m loosing My mind been tryna do better but you lowkey pushing me away uh…(pushing me away pushing me away yea) might Just roll up again cause lately you’ve been going back to your old ways steady arguing & fighting got me asking Why we gotta fight nonstop before you post about me saying I ain’t shit I just gotta question you ever get tired of Pushing me away cause one day you love me next day you can’t stand me I’m speaking from my heart I could take The blame myself but we both know it’s all just you yea (it’s just all you) steady destroying the last piece of my heart When you know I lost my soul to my ex bitch now you claiming you wanna fuck Girl you steady playing with my mind I could tell when you lying cause you got this whiny voice everytime we on the phone you act like a different Person when I’m at home with you it all turns toxic & you know I can’t take anymore emotional abuse but I be Trying to open up to you but you turn it to a fight that’s why I keep my heart closed off cause I know you won’t under Stand & I don’t get why you wanna act like this towards me if I even ask you to do one thing you start throwing plates And pans at me nearly destroyed our home where we supposed to be happy but lately you’ve been miserable & I Don’t know if it’s the meds or if it’s your true colors we was good when we moved in now it’s like you hate me & I Don’t understand why you wanna keep the cycle going over & over again…(whenever we lay together) it seems like We two different people baby I know when you tired cause you chase conflicts & i didn’t wanna write this but You left me no choice & I be tryna make us work but you steady pushing me to my limits….

Toxic abuse