Hook
Don’t save me, I’m already gone
Poppin’ pills just to feel calm
Pourin’ lean to numb my scars
Tryna heal but I’m breakin’ apart
Don’t save me, I’m too far in
Love me, hate me, I can’t win
Told you my demons never leave
Now I’m alone with the shit I believe
Verse 1
I’ve been runnin’ in circles, tryna find peace
Every hit, every sip, it’s a temporary release
I know I’m fucked up, I admit it loud
Screaming at the ceiling, lost in the crowd
I see your face in my nightmares every night
Told me you’d stay, but you vanish from sight
I mix pain with Percs just to feel alright
High enough to forget, low enough to fight
The fame, the drugs, it don’t heal my soul
Every day feels like I’m losin’ control
I hate who I am, but I know the role
Addicted to the hurt, addicted to the cold
I thought love could fix me, but it burned
Every promise we made, every word I learned
I sip the Hennessy slow, watch it churn
Heart ice cold, yeah, I can’t unlearn
Pre-Hook
I can’t trust love, I can’t trust me
I can’t see the sky, too blind to breathe
I try to quit, I try to be free
But every promise breaks, I fall to my knees
Hook
Don’t save me, I’m already gone
Poppin’ pills just to feel calm
Pourin’ lean to numb my scars
Tryna heal but I’m breakin’ apart
Don’t save me, I’m too far in
Love me, hate me, I can’t win
Told you my demons never leave
Now I’m alone with the shit I believe
Verse 2
I thought love could save me, but it only lied
I trusted hearts, now I’m empty inside
Every sip, every hit, I just survive
Tryna feel alive, just tryna survive
Shadows follow me, I can’t escape
Even when I smile, it’s a fake face
Drownin’ in my mind, I can’t find grace
Drugs my only friend in this lonely place
I’ve been haunted by the fame and the pills
Every night my mind runs, never still
I chase highs that don’t give me thrills
I overdose on hope that never fulfills
I know I’m toxic, I know I’m gone
Tryna quit, but I relapse at dawn
Tell myself I’ll change, but it’s all wrong
So don’t save me, love, just let me fall along
Bridge / Outro
If I live, I’ll live with scars
If I die, I’ll be among stars
I’ve been runnin’, I’ve been torn
Don’t save me… I was already born
Don’t save me…
I’m already gone…