[Verse 1]
Left you on read for a week
You ain’t even ask if I’m straight
You just double-tap on my pain
Like it’s content on your page
Say you my day one, my safe place
But every time I break, you take space
You love the way my scars look in a selfie
But you never wanna look me in the face
[Chorus]
I’d slit my throat just to see if you’d mourn me
Would you cry my name or just keep scrolling
Would you blame yourself or blame the story
Or say, “he was wild,” then forget you ever knew me
I’d slit my throat just to see if you’d notice
If the jokes stopped, if the light left my voice, yeah
Would you replay all the times you ignored me
Or keep your hands clean
Like you never could’ve warned me
[Verse 2]
You say, “hit me if you ever need anything”
I hit send, watch it sit, never blinking
You post “check on your friends” in the evening
But you ghost mine, my calls, my feelings
I was screaming out, you heard echo
Turned my breakdown to your next joke
You love the drama, hate the damage
Love the highlight, skip the baggage (yeah)
[Chorus]
I’d slit my throat just to see if you’d mourn me
Would you cry my name or just keep scrolling
Would you blame yourself or blame the story
Or say, “he was wild,” then forget you ever knew me
I’d slit my throat just to see if you’d notice
If the jokes stopped, if the light left my voice, yeah
Would you replay all the times you ignored me
Or keep your hands clean
Like you never could’ve warned me
[Bridge]
If I disappeared tonight, would it change you
Or would you turn my blood into an angle
Type a long post, say you “wish you could’ve saved me”
Then mute my name when the timeline ain’t as crazy
[Chorus]
I’d slit my throat just to see if you’d mourn me
Would you cry my name or just keep scrolling
Would you stand still when the guilt starts storming
Or hide your heart, act like you never saw me
I’d slit my throat just to see if you’d notice
If the room’s cold when my chair’s empty, lonely
Would you replay all the times you ignored me
Or swear to be better
Once it’s way too late for me