Sinkhole In My Bedroom

[Verse 1]
Clothes on the floor like graves
Phone on DND for days
Friends in the chat like, "Yo, you straight?"
Leave 'em on read, then I drift, then I fade
Stare at the stain on the ceiling
Think 'bout the pain like it's healing
Scroll 'til the sun starts bleeding
Still can't outrun this feeling
[Chorus]
Got a sinkhole in my bedroom
Swallowing my daylight, dragging me down
Yeah, my head's its own restroom
Flushed out, spun out, circling the drain now
If I vanish in the black of my brain
Would you pull me back or just let it stay?
Got a sinkhole in my bedroom
And it’s eating me away
[Verse 2]
Mom in the hall like, "You okay?"
I say, "I'm fine" from a thousand miles away
Diet of caffeine and last night's shame
Heart doing laps in a two-foot cage
Laugh at the memes 'til I wanna cry
Talk real loud just to feel alive
Post that pic like I'm doing just fine
Then delete it 'cause I hate my own smile
[Chorus]
Got a sinkhole in my bedroom
Swallowing my daylight, dragging me down
Yeah, my head's its own restroom
Flushed out, spun out, circling the drain now
If I vanish in the black of my brain
Would you pull me back or just let it stay?
Got a sinkhole in my bedroom
And it’s eating me away (away, away)
[Bridge]
Tell me I'm not stuck like this
Tell me these nights won't always hit
'Cause every "I'm good" is counterfeit
And I'm so tired of faking it (yeah)
If I tear these walls apart
Will you still reach for my shaking heart?
[Chorus]
Got a sinkhole in my bedroom
Swallowing my daylight, dragging me down
Yeah, my head's its own restroom
Flushed out, spun out, circling the drain now
If I vanish in the black of my brain
Would you pull me back or just let it stay?
Got a sinkhole in my bedroom
Come and drag me out today (hey)
Got a sinkhole in my bedroom
But I’m begging you to stay

rap, Aggressive crossover of trap drums and pop‑punk guitars; swung, heavy 808s and hazy R&B pads. Verses in snarled, close-mic male rap, hook jumps to big emo-pop melody with gang vocals and octave doubles. Guitars start chugging and palm‑muted, then open in the chorus with bright power chords; ad‑lib screams tucked behind key lines. Bridge strips to pads, sub, and half‑time drums before a final, explosive chorus., emo, hip hop, pop, punk, r&b