[Verse 1]
Ashtray on the windowsill
Cold rain in a coffee cup
Your side of the bed still made
I sleep in the wreckage of us
Talking to the cracks in the ceiling
As if they could answer me back
Every quiet second is poison
Every memory under attack
[Chorus]
I’m spiraling without you
Spinning through the black of my own head
Fighting off the emptiness
Clawing at the walls of this dead end
Give me just one reason
One spark in this collapsing sky
’Cause I’m losing all control
Screaming just to prove I’m still alive
[Verse 2]
Your jacket on the chair like a ghost
Your name carved deep in my phone
I keep dialing, hanging up, shaking
Afraid you’ll prove I’m really alone
I punch every mirror I pass
Can’t stand the stranger I see
If I bleed enough through my fingers
Will it wash you out of me? (yeah)
[Chorus]
I’m spiraling without you
Spinning through the black of my own head
Fighting off the emptiness
Clawing at the walls of this dead end
Give me just one reason
One spark in this collapsing sky
’Cause I’m losing all control
Screaming just to prove I’m still alive
[Bridge]
Is this all I’m ever gonna be?
A hollow house of broken things
If I burn it down from the inside
Will I finally feel anything? (anything?)
Tell me there’s a light in this ruin
Tell me I’m not past saving yet
I’m hanging from the thinnest breath
Daring my heart to beat again
[Chorus]
I’m spiraling without you
Spinning through the black of my own head
Fighting off the emptiness
Clawing at the walls of this dead end
Give me just one reason
One spark in this collapsing sky
’Cause I’m losing all control
Screaming just to prove I’m still alive
(Still alive, still alive)
Screaming just to prove I’m still alive