This is da truest shit I ever wrote like makaveli I gave my hart only 2 1 person ever my wife aracely everything was good I feel all da luv What can go rong when its meant from above Push come 2 shove nobodys perfect I thought we could do it pull thru da bullshit Couldn't do it faced with separation Thats when I let da devil in trying 2 hide my depression While we apart we hit rock bottom In a dark place everything I slowly lost em Like my whole world eventually go no friends I'm all fucked up but wit every 1 I pretend Fuck da health fuck da wealth fuck da world I can only get by if I do it 4 my girls And I did that fuck my life I don't want shit back I used 2 pound beers now I don't even want a 6 pack That could b good something 2 B proud of You don't no shit I been hi on drugs It help me cope thats a pitiful excuse I was doing dope strait up abuse I don't no how it is as a spirit Of course I'm afraid only God I fear it I promise u r not being lied 2 If u need strength the lord will guide u Like he did wit me mentally I'm not broke Like makaveli this is the truest shit I wrote Against all odds 4 get the fasad Remember where u came from I'm in the presence of God This is da truest shit I ever wrote my life is proof The truest shit I ever wrote is the truth I scribbled lines in da dark ink bled like veins Truth spilled louder than thunder in rain The page screamed louder than my own name Every word mirror every line a flame U can say I'm a poet but I ain't no fraud This pen is my sword my shield is God I cracked da code broke thru da facade The truth ain't easy but its my job I ain't no preacher I do what I do In da margins of life where lite breaks thru In da ink of da soul where da scars turn blue The scriptures alive and its all brand new Words sharper than razors cutting thru lies Every letter a ladder 2 da endless skies When u read da truth its ur sol that cries It ain't about me its da word that survives They say man how u no its real I said truths like fire u don't just feel U burn u rise u kneel u heal Its da only thing in this world thats steel Don't chase da paper without chasing da lite Every move I make ends wit prayers at nite Blindfolded eyes doesn't go da rite way But my footsteps scream louder everyday I'm the map they ignore da flame they dismiss They better catch da spark or drown in ur shit Stacking up lies like bricks building a wall But walls crumble quik when da truth comes 2 call I'm da crack in da stone da whisper in da wind The beginning of da end da place it begins Think u got time da world is on pause But I'm da ticking hand I'm breaking laws I'm da 1 who's been there da road they ignore I'm da key 2 da lock da knock on da door Don't wait 4 da storm 2 bring u rain Don't wait 4 da truth 2 bring u pain See my example don't wait 2 long Truth is a beat a battle a song B 4 da clock runs out B 4the gates close tight See my example step into da lite The truest shit I ever wrote Jas Ada cat mar music