Happy freestyle 2

##Hook:
Sorry about the title
I'm a lying muthafucka
I killed the happy song
And started fucking it's mutha
Waited 9 months and had a heart attack
From our union my new baby mama birthed this killer track
## Verse 1:
Happiness is just a word that they sold me
Empty promises and dreams that they told me
Smile for the 'gram while my soul's turning cold, see
This ain't a happy song, it's reality unfolding
They want me grinning ear to ear
While I'm drowning in my fears
So 1 murdered joy and laid it in a casket
Threw dirt on hope and didn't even ask it
Now I wear this mask of melancholy
While they dancing to the rhythm of my passion
## Bridge:
(They think it's happy) But it's not (They hear the beat drop) Then they stop
(They feel the vibe shift) When I talk
About the darkness that I walk
## Verse 2:
Tried to write something bright but the ink came out black
Every time I push forward, memories pull me back
Therapist said "find your joy," I said
"check my tracks"
All this pain converted into flows that slap
I'm addicted to the sadness, it's become my drug
Comfort in the chaos, wrapped up like a hug
My listeners connect with what's beneath my words
The beautiful tragedy, emotions blurred
So maybe this killer track is happy after all

jOisteners connect with what's beneath my words
The beautiful tragedy, emotions blurred
So maybe this killer track is happy after all
'Cause it's real, and real is all we got when masks fall ## Hook:
Sorry about the title
I'm a lying muthafucka
I killed the happy song
And started fucking it's mutha
Waited 9 months and had a heart attack
From our union my new baby mama birthed this killer track
## Outro:
So don't believe the title
Don't believe my smile
Don't believe in happy endings
They just last a while
This killer track's the truth though
Born from pain and lies
A happy song that ain't happy
Is paradise

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