Don’t love me now

Lost inside my mind, I can't find the light

Darkness creeps inside, every day and night

Thinking too much, my thoughts like chains

World so ugly, I see only the pain

She’s the only thing that’s pure and true

But even she can’t make me new

Wish I could change, wish I could heal

But I’m a wreck that she can't feel

The love she gives, it’s a gift, it’s real

Yet I’m too broken, that’s my deal

Don’t love me now, I’m not what I seem

I’m a shadow, not a dream

She deserves to fly, to feel alive

While I stay trapped inside this cry

Few see the darkness I hide inside

Behind a smile, I’ve learned to lie

Closed myself off, don’t wanna lead astray

But I’m lost, sinking, day by day

Wish I could change, wish I could heal

But I’m a wreck that she can't feel

The love she gives, it’s a gift, it’s real

Yet I’m too broken, that’s my deal

Don’t love me now, I’m not what I seem

I’m a shadow, not a dream

She deserves to fly, to feel alive

While I stay trapped inside this cry

Maybe one day, I’ll find my way

Till then, I’ll keep my pain at bay

She’s the only beauty that I see

But I don’t wanna drag her with me

So I’ll stay silent, stay inside

Hope she finds her way and does not hide

Love pure, love true, I can’t be that

I’m just a ghost in this empty flat