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To my mother you were the one that mattered the most. You lived me unconditionally I could always see the love in you eyes even when you were mad at me. Are .y mother my queen and in my heart I owe you more than everything. I still can't believe that you are not here anymore but I can't seem to move on and I can't let my heart close that door. My light my love I will never love another person more.

I still can't believe your not here it was the worst thing I think I ever will hear, the phone call made me face my worst fear. Heart heavy bewildered confused it esd the worst way to start a new year, what huh what happened how did this happen how did we get here. In my eye you were superwoman and I to remind myself that were still just human even when you rescued me from so much doom and I love you my mother there will never be another it was just you and me there was no other the only one no sister or brother  and as bad as this may be to say I hate you left me. So many questions left unanswered mas as he'll and burnt up like Jojo dancer, but there was no laughter at all I almost died when I got that call

Here Iam in this world all alone written off by family not feeling apart of the fold being done dirty ya heard me....can't even check on me attitudes came out of nowhere and no one had I owed scenariod were bold and lies got told. I would never have I'd be in this place written off  looked down upon and so on and so on no help no concern my memories sat out on the lawn.

8 months later still face the haters why I'm expected to understand why people think I'm the one to cater. I can't do this no more feeling angry and sore not caring about what is being said anymore  kiss my ass to everyone i won't  e brought down by what you think anymore  fuck family and friends are fake all that was you wanted was what you couldn't take forgotten and told I was spoiled rotten I promise I won't let anyone make me feel like this again 

Here Iam in this world all alone written off by family not feeling apart of the fold being done dirty ya heard me....can't even check on me attitudes came out of nowhere and no one had I owed scenariod were bold and lies got told. I would never have I'd be in this place written off  looked down upon and so on and so on no help no concern my memories sat out on the lawn

Heartfelt determined soulful r &  b