Not Your Clown

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I smile but it’s armor, not a mask
Carry your weight, every laugh, every task
I’m in the back, holding pieces of your world
While you act like I’m nothing, like I’m just a girl
I spit truth, you just sip and move on
Use me for the show, then my worth is gone
I’m tired of the act, tired of the stage
I ain’t your circus, I ain’t your cage

[Pre Chorus]
I ain’t your clown, I ain’t here to perform
I ain’t your spark, don’t wait for the storm
Every joke you throw, every laugh you claim
Leaves me cold, leaves me in flames

[Chorus]
I’m not your clown, don’t play with my soul
I give my heart, but you take, then go
I’m not your light, just to make you glow
I’m not your clown, yeah, I hope you know

[Verse 2]
I built your highs, caught all your lows
But when it’s dark, nobody shows
I’m bleeding lines while you sip champagne
Your laughter, your fun , my quiet pain
I’m done with shadows, done with the jest
I’m human, I feel, I’m more than your jest
Keep your applause, keep your fake cheer
I’m standing tall, I’m done with your leer

[Verse 3]
I’m done with your scripts, done with your lies
No more shadows, I cut all ties
Your laughter fades, your spotlight dies
I rise from the pain, no compromise
I’m cashing my worth, I’m claiming my name
No more your circus, no more your game
I move in silence, strike like thunder
I’m not your clown, yeah, they’ll remember

[Bridge]
Not a puppet, not a plaything, hear me loud
Not a joke, not a clown, I ain’t part of your crowd
I bleed, I feel, I rise, I scream
I’m not your fantasy, I’m living my dream

[Chorus ]
I’m not your clown, don’t play with my soul
I give my heart, but you take, then go
I’m not your light, just to make you glow
I’m not your clown, yeah, I hope you know

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