Prompt / Lyrics
Hook If I disappear, would you even care Or would you move on like I was never there If I disappear, would you say my name Or let the drugs take credit for the pain If I disappear, don’t look for me I been lost inside my head for weeks If I disappear, just understand I tried my best, but I’m a broken man Verse 1 I been fightin’ demons I can’t see Pop a pill just to feel fuckin’ free Every smile that I show is fake Every breath feel like a mistake I gave my heart to people who left Told me they’d stay, then dipped like the rest Now I’m talkin’ to God through a double cup Ask Him why love always fuck me up I’m tired of wakin’ up feelin’ dead Tired of conversations in my head They say slow down, but I want it fast Tryna outrun a past that always last I numb the pain, yeah, I overdose calm Tryna forget who I’ve become I hate myself when I’m sober But I hate myself more when I’m gone Pre-Hook I don’t feel safe in my own skin I don’t know where the fuck I fit in I keep fallin’ for the same sins Tryna quit, but I relapse again Hook If I disappear, would you even care Or would you move on like I was never there If I disappear, would you say my name Or let the drugs take credit for the pain If I disappear, don’t look for me I been lost inside my head for weeks If I disappear, just understand I tried my best, but I’m a broken man Verse 2 I write these songs like suicide notes Hopin’ someone hears what I don’t show I laugh in public, cry alone Every night feel like I’m goin’ ghost I don’t wanna die, I just don’t wanna feel Every emotion cuttin’ too real I pray for peace, but I chase the high Tell myself I’ll quit, then I fuckin’ lie I see my future in an empty room Bottle half gone, Percs gone too soon They say time heals, but time just waits While I sabotage everything great Bridge / Outro If I disappear, remember the pain Remember I tried, remember my name I loved too hard, I felt too deep Now I’m beggin’ for rest, not sleep If I disappear… Just know I fought… But some wars don’t end They just stop
Tags
Dark melodic emo rap with doom energy, raw pain, depression, addiction themes, cursing, slow sad beat, melodies
Duration
3:27
Instrumental
No
Created
1/11/2026