Prompt / Lyrics
[Intro – Low, distant] I’m so tired… [Verse 1 – Gary] I thought awareness would save me. I thought peace would change me. But knowing why I’m broken Doesn’t make it painless. The voices quieter now — But the silence louder. No one screaming — But the weight heavier. I see the system. I see the design. But I still feel like I’m running out of time. [Hook – Soft, heavy] I’m not fighting. I’m not numb. I’m just sinking Where I’m from. Water rising In my chest. I don’t know What happens next. [Verse 2 – Water Imagery] Every thought feels like a wave. Pulling me under what I tried to save. Aggression tired. Pleasure gone. Silence thin. Control withdrawn. Even MR ZEN feels far. Even wisdom leaves a scar. I’m not trying to die. I just don’t know how to live Without the weight I always carry with. [Bridge – Persona Whisper] Float… Don’t fight… Let go… It’s light… [Verse 3 – Almost Surrender] If I stop moving Do I sink? If I stop breathing Do I think? I’m not a warrior tonight. I’m not aligned. I’m just human. And humans drown When they get tired. [Outro – Subtle Shift] But even underwater… The lotus root remains.
Tags
rap, hip hop
Duration
1:55
Instrumental
No
Created
2/20/2026