If i was fucked up

If I was fucked up I bring you down with me
I'm in the ocean come and drown with me
But I'm not fucked up I'm not afraid
i hate my life but never would I trade
Or sell myself trying to be cool
If I was fucked up I do what you do
If I was fucked up I would introduce you to drugs
Every single day getting drunk
if I was fucked up I would talk to your wife
Man I respect her we compas for life
If I was fucked up I talk shit about everyone 
That way I understand why now I can't find anyone 
If I was fucked up smoking in the car
I wouldn't tell you this ain't shit with your family apart
If I was fucked up I would hold a grudge
But i never want to see you bad homie much love
If I was fucked up I wouldn't allow to be the scapegoat
When shit hit the fan I understand how it goes
If I was fucked up I take it out on you
How many times have I put my hands on you
If I was fucked up I probably get my ass kicked
The time I said something was about the kids
If I was fucked up I wouldn't care about your life
Fuck your life over or at least I would try
If I was fucked up my girls would know 
If I was fucked up no love is what i show
If I was fucked up things could be different 
If I was fucked up I be the unforgiven
If I was fucked up I be like most of you
Because you are and don't have a clue
I'm not fucked up trying to bring you down 
I've been needing help I been upside down 
And I will not break my pride to survive on this earth
This is not my home it's just the place of birth 
If I was fucked up I would probably jack you
Turn my back on the ones to back you 
Up shut the fuck up 
Because most mother fuckers be lazy as fuck
If I was fucked up I try to manipulate 
There is a demon inside for that hate
Let that shit escape that's bitch shit
If I was fucked up I would be a snitch
If I was fucked up I would be found
But I'm a chosen one that's why you not around

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