If i was fucked up

If I was fucked up I bring you down with me

I'm in the ocean come and drown with me

But I'm not fucked up I'm not afraid

i hate my life but never would I trade

Or sell myself trying to be cool

If I was fucked up I do what you do

If I was fucked up I would introduce you to drugs

Every single day getting drunk

if I was fucked up I would talk to your wife

Man I respect her we compas for life

If I was fucked up I talk shit about everyone

That way I understand why now I can't find anyone

If I was fucked up smoking in the car

I wouldn't tell you this ain't shit with your family apart

If I was fucked up I would hold a grudge

But i never want to see you bad homie much love

If I was fucked up I wouldn't allow to be the scapegoat

When shit hit the fan I understand how it goes

If I was fucked up I take it out on you

How many times have I put my hands on you

If I was fucked up I probably get my ass kicked

The time I said something was about the kids

If I was fucked up I wouldn't care about your life

Fuck your life over or at least I would try

If I was fucked up my girls would know

If I was fucked up no love is what i show

If I was fucked up things could be different

If I was fucked up I be the unforgiven

If I was fucked up I be like most of you

Because you are and don't have a clue

I'm not fucked up trying to bring you down

I've been needing help I been upside down

And I will not break my pride to survive on this earth

This is not my home it's just the place of birth

If I was fucked up I would probably jack you

Turn my back on the ones to back you

Up shut the fuck up

Because most mother fuckers be lazy as fuck

If I was fucked up I try to manipulate

There is a demon inside for that hate

Let that shit escape that's bitch shit

If I was fucked up I would be a snitch

If I was fucked up I would be found

But I'm a chosen one that's why you not around