Poison

I'm feeding my brain with poison

I'm living each day ignoring

I can't just keep on going

It's hurting it's destroying me

I'm falling deeper into sin

Where do I begin

I'm someone else in my own skin

I can't keep living like this

Poison, poison

It's in my head it's everywhere

I can't pretend that I don't care

Ruining my heart, ruining my soul

The devil has taken control

I can't let him stay and let him win

Can't let him drag me into a pit

Toxin in movies and some shows

Entering my mind whoa there it goes

Staring at a mirror of someone I don't know

Tearing me apart making it slow

Curses poison my ears

It's all I ever hear

Losing myself is all I fear

Lord I can't tell if you are near

Poison, poison

It's in my head it's everywhere

I can't pretend that I don't care

Ruining my heart, ruining my soul

The devil has taken control

I can't let him stay and let him win

Can't let him drag me into a pit

I ask Jesus, "do you love me at all?"

He says "of course, do you remember the cross?"

I say I don't deserve a lot

He says, "just read about what I've taught."

But

Poison, poison

It's in my head it's everywhere

I can't pretend that I don't care

Ruining my heart, ruining my soul

The devil has taken control

I can't let him stay and let him win

Can't let him drag me into a pit

Poison, poison

It's in my head it's everywhere

I can't pretend that I don't care

Ruining my heart, ruining my soul

The devil has taken control

I can't let him stay and let him win

Can't let him drag me into a pit

I can't hide can't run away

He died for me, he forgave

So I know that I am saved