[Intro (Atmospheric build, ambient synths, light percussion] [Whispered / airy vocal] Ooooh… Ooooh… [Verse 1 (Intimate, sparse instrumentation: piano + pads + subtle percussion] Been searching for answers But the places were no good for me Tired of carrying secrets Holding them in Can sleep for hours, but Still feels like my body’s giving in (Yeah… my body’s giving in…) And when we’re weak The bad choices get picked No space to see it all Or even defend yourself Or know exactly what you want [Pre-Chorus (Layered vocals building, synth swells] I feel it rising… The weight I can’t shake Every wrong turn Every risk I take [Chorus (Big, anthemic, full band: drums, bass, synth, layered vocals] Sorry, but I haven’t been home And I haven’t for far too long I’m becoming like someone Someone I don’t know (I don’t know…) Sorry, but I haven’t been home And I haven’t for far too long Please, can someone else be me For a while I’m just tired Trying to live this life [Verse 2 (Add rhythmic drums, pulsing synths] It’s like there’s no exit (No exit) Only millions of reasons to stay right here I am Then you get burned out (Get burned out) (Just sick of less) All my white lies became a danger Nobody has lied to me More than myself I think I need it… ooooh oooh (I think I need it…) [Pre-Chorus 2 (Raise tension, big synth swell, echoing vocals] The walls are closing in But I won’t let it win Every step I take Feels like I’m sinking in [Chorus (Bigger, gang vocals / layered harmonies] Sorry, but I haven’t been home And I haven’t for far too long I’m becoming like someone Someone I don’t know (I don’t know…) Sorry, but I haven’t been home And I haven’t for far too long Please, can someone else be me For a while I’m just tired Trying to live this life [Bridge / Rap-Spoken (Half-time, dramatic, percussion drops] Not been home lately I look like a stranger Nothing to lose, nothing to prove My soul pays cash Can’t find a way out I’m not sad, I’m not angry It’s so damn hard to feel When I feel nothing Chasing for answers But I don’t wanna feel anything (Don’t wanna feel anything…) [Final Chorus / Anthem (Full stadium sound, synth + electric guitars + gang vocals] Sorry, but I haven’t been home And I haven’t for far too long It’s like I’m a stranger, becoming Someone I don’t even know (I don’t know…) Sorry, but I haven’t been home I’m so sorry, but I am not there It’s like I’m a stranger, becoming Someone I don’t even know [Outro (Epic, layered, cinematic] Ooooh… So cheers to what I used to be Ooooh… Cheers to him I used to be Ooooh… Cheers to the one I used to be Ooooh…