Deep End Static

Yeah…

It’s quiet but it’s loud in my head

You ever feel like that?

Like you underwater but still breathing…

Late night, ceiling talkin’ back to me

Mind run laps, no track, no referee

Every thought heavy, draggin’ like chains

Try to scream out but it echo in my brain

Clock tick slow but my chest go fast

Memories cut like they shattered glass

Try to let go but they pull me deep

I ain’t slept right in like two damn weeks

I been drownin’ in the silence, no sound

Whole world up, but I’m feelin’ so down

Fake smiles just to blend with the crowd

But inside it’s a storm, rain pourin’ right now

And I can’t find air when I need it most

Every breath feel like a ghost

Sinkin’ deeper, outta control

Tryna fight it, but it won’t let go

I’m drownin’ in my thoughts, can’t swim away

Every wave hit harder every day

Try to breathe but the water fills my lungs

All these voices got me feelin’ numb

I’m sinkin’ to the bottom, can’t be saved

Lost inside the mess I made

If I scream, would you hear me now?

Or am I too far gone to be found…

Dark clouds sittin’ where my head at

Every “what if” feel like a setback

Overthinkin’ every word I said

Rewind moments I wish were dead

I been fightin’ me, it’s a civil war

Same demons knockin’ at the same door

Try to lock ‘em out but they got the key

Guess the worst enemy is me

Heartbeat heavy like a bassline drop

Thoughts go spin, never really stop

If peace was close, I still couldn’t see

Too deep in the water, too lost in me

And I can’t find air when I need it most

Every breath feel like a ghost

Sinkin’ deeper, outta control

Tryna fight it, but it won’t let go

I’m drownin’ in my thoughts, can’t swim away

Every wave hit harder every day

Try to breathe but the water fills my lungs

All these voices got me feelin’ numb

I’m sinkin’ to the bottom, can’t be saved

Lost inside the mess I made

If I scream, would you hear me now?

Or am I too far gone to be found…

If I fade, would it all go quiet?

Or just turn to another riot?

In my mind where I can’t escape

Every second feel like it’s too late

But a spark still fightin’ in the deep

Even shadows scared of what I keep

Maybe one day I’ll break these chains

And breathe again through all this pain

Still underwater… but I’m movin’ slow

Maybe I ain’t as gone as I thought though…

Yeah…

Still here.