“Medicine”

No nurse I don’t need the nap

Walls are falling from the top floor

My visions blurry but I hear it all

Fight the blackness as I wake up

These perfect white walls

Only remind me that I’m trapped

All these pointless phone calls

I’m just a tree that’s been tapped

(Rotted from the inside)

I’m sick with the Injection of medicine

A big fixing for my heart of porcelain

If I really knew you then I wouldn’t know me

Now I know me so I don’t understand you

I got the gun pointed at you

You have yours at me

I lay off the trigger in hopes

That you would shoot

I’m just a respectful criminal

I don’t look you in the eyes full time

twenty five years is a long time

I can’t believe I just sold them my life

Get that tablet

Chase that rabbit

Turn me to road kill

A place to die on a hill

I’m sick with Injection of medicine

A big fixin for my heart of porcelain

If I really knew you I wouldn’t know me

But I know me so I don’t understand you

Time means nothing and I’m in search of something

To repair me from this person that I’ve become

I’m finding myself, unwinding the truth

Reminding and rewinding myself to where I was

(So long ago, so long to you)

I guess I never knew you and I didn’t understand me

Everything that’s dead will surface im my purpose

I’m inspired

I’m tired

I Stopped the fire

You’re just a liar