The wait…. Is OVER!!!

How can you look me in my eyes and say that you love meeeee.

When you come here for the fun.
then go back to your one

How can you smile in my face.
sell me dreams you don’t mean
Not because of who I am.
but because of who you refuse to be.

You don’t love me how I love you.
I can feel it in my chest

I was chasing a man who wouldnt commit.
always running from love then guilt trip me for needing it.

I stopped blaming myself. 
I see the truth now.
I won’t stay in when it’s easier to leave.

Tired of fighting in my head over a man playing with me.
You know what you want but you won’t say it to me.

You don’t want me gone.
but you won’t choose to stay.

So I’m walking away with my heart still in place.
Cause loving.
 you shouldn’t hurt me this way.
And loving youuuu.
 shouldn’t feel this way 

How can you look me in my eyes and say you love me.

When you come here for the fun, then go back to your one.

How can you smile in my face. 
sell me dreams you don’t mean.

I can’t keep hurting myself. trying to love youuuuu

When you’re chasing after another woman and pulling me behind. 

Why can’t you just tell me the truthand let me decide instead youuuuuu. 
leave me in the dark and cluster me with lies
 
Between me and her, he couldn’t decide.

Not knowing what to believe and my feelings are already to deep.

So I loved him alone.
while he lived a double life.

Thinking he’d changed. 
but was wasting my time

I was giving you truuuuuutthh.
while you lived in disguise.

I tried to be the woman you need.
But you put a limit on my love and my time.

You don’t take me out to wine and dine or even just to ride.

Don’t hold me at night. 
no morning kisses.
I don’t wake up to your smile.

dont want me moving on but what do you do for meeeeeee. 
 to hold on.
 
I love the way you touch me, kiss me, hug me and hold me. 

The way you tease me with your liiiipppss.

while you’re strokin’.
deep and slow
Pussy wetter, kiss my neck, got my legs wrapped tight.

You whisper that you love me. 
yeah, I hear it in your tone.
 But why you can’t get it riiiight? 
Feelin’ half alone.

I don’t just want the moment, I want you all the time.

I don’t just want the moment, I want you all the time. 


I’m Tired of the games, tired of the waitin’ in line.

 This pussy is yours daddy.
but is that dick ever just gonna be miiiiiine.

If I gotta keep fightin’ for your love, it was never meant for me.
Love ain’t supposed to feel like war, it’s supposed to set you free.

I’m not beggin’ for a heart that don’t know where it stands.
I’m choosin’ peace over empty promises you don’t understand.

I know I’m not perfect but for you I try.
 it’s only so much I can just let build up inside.

Real love waits—but regret lasts long

I Just hope you. 
don’t. 
wake up when I’m.

alreadyyyy goneeeee . 
If it’s real make your move.

I won’t be waiting longgggg.
If it’s real make your moveeeee.

 I shouldn’t even wait.
 at alllllll.

Real slow sung rnb music in a woman’s perspective  that expresses passion and pain. Slow passion