Small circle

Lately I’ve been feeling nothing death keeps following me show the world my pain cause that’s my purpose still 

Tryna forget bout my past but my hearts cold baby I can’t comprehend affection I’ve been through hell & back 

Stepping through the cold can’t speak properly cause I’ve been hurt for to long small circle I prefer being alone cause 

Ima be alone in my coffin to many bitches chasing me but fucking the one I need the most smoke so much I can

Feel my lungs exploding gang ties I left in the past I can’t take nobody seriously cause I’ve been betrayed before I prefer

Peace over society can’t remember the last time I got proper sleep ever since a baby I was cursed I barely show my 

Feelings cause i was raised differently 
Almost lost my focus keep my heart closed cause I wasn’t loved properly 

The streets is where I was born I feel more better back in my home town 
All I see is pain my hearts to cold 

So I don’t take love serious it’s only matter of time before it leaves & I’ll end up alone again I’m restless shawty I 

Can’t afford to sleep to much money to be made still a loner I just prefer family over friends gotta lotta demons after 

My soul that’s why I can’t get close to no one I built myself I’ll be damned if I let any one break me all over again 

On my way to the top ain’t no stopping me my heart cold baby I can’t comprehend love properly I’ve been 

Through hell & back stepping through the cold can’t speak properly to many bitches chasing but fucking the one I 

Need the most ain’t worried about my opps I sit back & laugh cause nothing
Phases me might smoke the past away 

Even though i wont ever forget lotta years I lost to past relationships that’s why i keep my heart on my sleeve 

(I can’t take love serious cause I’ll be alone in the end) life tortured my mental if I keep letting this pain control me it’ll be the end 

Of me but it’s my curse I gotta live with I wish things could’ve went differently lately I’ve been growing colder year after year 

Seems like every thing I do is pointless cause these memories steady haunting me ever since my mother died nothings ever

Been the same (can’t love properly cause I was raised differently)

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