Lately I’ve been feeling nothing death keeps following me show the world my pain cause that’s my purpose still
Tryna forget bout my past but my hearts cold baby I can’t comprehend affection I’ve been through hell & back
Stepping through the cold can’t speak properly cause I’ve been hurt for to long small circle I prefer being alone cause
Ima be alone in my coffin to many bitches chasing me but fucking the one I need the most smoke so much I can
Feel my lungs exploding gang ties I left in the past I can’t take nobody seriously cause I’ve been betrayed before I prefer
Peace over society can’t remember the last time I got proper sleep ever since a baby I was cursed I barely show my
Feelings cause i was raised differently
Almost lost my focus keep my heart closed cause I wasn’t loved properly
The streets is where I was born I feel more better back in my home town
All I see is pain my hearts to cold
So I don’t take love serious it’s only matter of time before it leaves & I’ll end up alone again I’m restless shawty I
Can’t afford to sleep to much money to be made still a loner I just prefer family over friends gotta lotta demons after
My soul that’s why I can’t get close to no one I built myself I’ll be damned if I let any one break me all over again
On my way to the top ain’t no stopping me my heart cold baby I can’t comprehend love properly I’ve been
Through hell & back stepping through the cold can’t speak properly to many bitches chasing but fucking the one I
Need the most ain’t worried about my opps I sit back & laugh cause nothing
Phases me might smoke the past away
Even though i wont ever forget lotta years I lost to past relationships that’s why i keep my heart on my sleeve
(I can’t take love serious cause I’ll be alone in the end) life tortured my mental if I keep letting this pain control me it’ll be the end
Of me but it’s my curse I gotta live with I wish things could’ve went differently lately I’ve been growing colder year after year
Seems like every thing I do is pointless cause these memories steady haunting me ever since my mother died nothings ever
Been the same (can’t love properly cause I was raised differently)