Track · Mar 20, 2026 · English

Pay Me Back in Pain

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3:59

Language

English

Lyrics

[Verse 1]

Talkin to myself

In this cracked-up mirror

Every word a bruise

Every breath comes nearer

To the edge of it

Yeah, the drop I crave

Pull the pin again

Just to feel betrayed

I’m a ghost in my own skin

Chewed up by the medicine

Every pill, every hit, every consequence

Still hear your voice in the silent hiss

[Pre-Chorus]

I claw at the walls just to feel

Tear at the scabs till they bleed for real

You stitched me up with barbed wire veins

Then you walked away

[Chorus]

Lost in the pain, I won’t make it

All is lost, you can take it

Every promise you broke, every word that you stained

Pay me back in pain, pay me back in pain

I’m screaming your name, can you taste it?

All this rage that you created

Cut my heart like you carved your name

Pay me back in pain, pay me back in pain (yeah)

[Verse 2]

You said, “Trust me”

I said, “Okay”

You said, “Love me”

Then you walked away

Now my chest is a locked-up cage

Full of teeth and a feeding rage

I smash my fists through the thoughts in my head

Punch through the past till my knuckles turn red

If hurt is a debt, then I’m overdrawn

Every scar just proves you’re gone

[Pre-Chorus]

I claw at the walls just to feel

Tear at the scabs till they bleed for real

You stitched me up with barbed wire veins

Then you walked away

[Chorus]

Lost in the pain, I won’t make it

All is lost, you can take it

Every promise you broke, every word that you stained

Pay me back in pain, pay me back in pain

I’m screaming your name, can you taste it?

All this rage that you created

Cut my heart like you carved your name

Pay me back in pain, pay me back in pain

[Bridge]

Talkin to myself in the dark

Like, “Who did this? Who tore me apart?”

Your shadow still sleeps on my side of the bed

You live in my lungs, in the back of my head

You cashed me out for a moment of thrill

Now I’m stuck with the tabs and the bitter pills

If hurt is a language, I’m fluent in yours

Every syllable burns

[Instrumental Break]

[Emo guitar solo, bending, crying notes over a stripped-down drum groove]

[Chorus]

Lost in the pain, I won’t make it

All is lost, you can take it

Every promise you broke, every word that you stained

Pay me back in pain, pay me back in pain

I’m screaming your name, can you taste it? (screaming your name)

All this rage that you created

Cut my heart like you carved your name

Pay me back in pain, pay me back in pain

[Outro]

Talkin to myself

Till my voice just fades

If this is what love costs

Then drown me in the flames

Style

rapjagged nu-metal / rap rock hybrid with male vocals: detunedchugging guitars and a sharp picked leadhalftime stomping drumsand a bigfiltered build into the hook. verses spit tightrhythmic bars with occasional doubled growls; chorus explodes into anguished melodic shouting and stacked harmonies. middle section opens for an emo-tinged guitar solothen crashes back into a finalscreamed refrain.nu metalemohard rockrap rockalternative metalenglish

Prompt

“Talkin to myself” ,hard rock, lost in the pain, I won’t make it, all is lost, heartbreak, I’m screaming your name, pay me back in pain, emo, guitar solo, limp bizkit type vocals

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Prompt by

LonerStoner

GeneratedMar 20, 2026

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