

Prompt / Lyrics
"Hiya friends" "DO YOU WANNA know how I feel on this very special day?" my ribs creak when i breathe too deep like my bones remember what it cost to keep everything in when i should’ve screamed choked on pride till it cut in streams i bleed in the dark so nobody’d stare but they looked anyway — like i wasn’t even there left love no hope left god no joke said “i’m fine” with my hands ice-cold i was dying inside while they scrolled past slow every post, every sigh just a "like" for the show stomach full of sludge i kept calling it hunger but it was grief, just dressed up like the dark hunter they loved me as long as i performed as long as my pain was tragic — not deformed but i don't smile pretty i don't beg sweet i don’t fold into poems i just grind my teeth Scratch marks in the palms of my fists i held in the screams till they turned into cysts now i leak when i laugh ooze when i sleep can't tell if it's tears or blood that I weep i said i’d heal but i lied to cope kept the blade in my bag like a backup hope kept the guilt in my throat like a song i choke kept the ghosts in my bed like a cruel, inside joke Society says “time will fix you” but I never can keep up With it's hands. every second’s another i trusted someone to care and they didn’t someone to see me and they didn’t someone to hold on but they quit it left me with versions of me that don’t fit it showered in shame dried off with sheets, wore my regrets like a suit to the violence no god left just graveyard prayers and apologies they whispered into vacant chairs still i breathe but it’s out of spite still i speak though it don’t sound right still i stand though the ground feels thin and if i fall? don’t invite them in ‘cause i bled for this peace and it cost too much to let ghosts who watched now fake their touch i'm not your fixer' upper not your comeback friend i'm the version of pain you can't pretend you didn’t help you didn’t stay you didn’t ask if i was okay so don’t act like you care now that i made it out when you watched it disappear without a shout
Tags
Horrorcore trap metal, dark, deathcore hybrid, male
3:18
No
5/29/2025