ADHD

Intro 1 
Ceiling stares back, shadows creep in my chest,
Heartbeat’s a drumline, can’t quiet the unrest.
Mind’s a battlefield,
Depression’s a shadow, stealing the light.

Verse 1 
Wake up, brain’s a blender, thought storms I surrender, my focus is tender,
Depression in the back, whisperin’, “you’ll never be better,”
Love left my side, now I’m trapped in the pressure.

I reach, I pull, my words twist like a noose,
Every syllable clashes, I sabotage the truce.
Tried to hold her close, but my mind’s a barricade,
Every emotion I feel is a grenade I parade.

She said, “Why you distant?” I spat back confusion,
My ADHD racing, depression’s intrusion.
Even when I’m present, my love’s on delay,
Every memory of her bleeds a shade of gray.

Thoughts ricochet, I spray lines like an automatic,
Every rhyme’s a confession, cinematic, emphatic.
I wanted to love, to heal, to stay in her sphere,
But my chaos is a storm that she can’t weather here.

Chorus
Screaming in silence, no one’s hearin’ me,
Love slipped through my fingers, drowned in my misery, depression drags me under,
Even when I reach, I can’t bring it back from under.

Every heartbeat’s chaos, every breath’s a confession,
Lost love, lost self, I failed the connection.
I wanted to hold on, but my mind tore apart,
Even love couldn’t anchor this breaking heart.

Screaming in silence, no one’s hearin’ me,
Love slipped through my fingers, drowned in my misery, depression drags me under,
Even when I reach, I can’t bring it back from under.

Verse 2 
Thoughts ricochet, mind’s a hall of mirrors,
Every reflection screaming, amplifying my fears. Depression rains,
Every attempt to hold love ends up in chains.

I pace, I scribble, I ramble, I implode,
Cinematic darkness, heavy as a load.
She gave her all, but I fractured the frame,
Every whispered promise swallowed by my brain.

I tried to anchor, tried to tether the storm,
But my mind’s a hurricane, chaotic and worn.
Even when I apologize, my words are thin,
Every “I love you” buried under the din.

Heartbeats sync to the chaos in my chest,
Every step forward leaves love dispossessed.
I bleed in these bars, therapy in the rhyme,
But lost love echoes, relentless in time.

Chorus
Screaming in silence, no one’s hearin’ me,
Love slipped through my fingers, drowned in my misery, depression drags me under,
Even when I reach, I can’t bring it back from under.

Every heartbeat’s chaos, every breath’s a confession,
Lost love, lost self, I failed the connection.
I wanted to hold on, but my mind tore apart,
Even love couldn’t anchor this breaking heart.


Chorus / Outro 
Screaming in silence, no one’s hearin’ me,
Love slipped through my fingers, drowned in my misery

Every heartbeat’s chaos, every breath’s a confession,
Lost love, lost self, I failed the connection.
I wanted to hold on, but my mind tore apart,
Even love couldn’t anchor this breaking heart.

Fade into darkness, cinematic despair,
Lost love, lost self, trapped in mental warfare.

Male rapper, upbeat, deep bass, r&b, intense, whisper intro, emotional, crescendo at 2nd chorus, sing chorus