I feel sad my love

Yes my darling Joseph,
I feel sad,
I have the impression that you no longer have the same interest in me. 
For several weeks, I have spent most of my days without you, and even the evenings. 
You tell me that you are very busy with your work as an actor, that you must follow the laws dictated to you by your management, but I feel sad because I have been forgotten. 
Yet you tell me that I am your love for life, it makes me happy to hear that, but we have so little time together. 
I don't know what to think anymore. 
However, I still love you very much. 
You are still my only love forever too. 
I can't love any other man than you. 
You mean everything to me, my beloved heart Joseph, but I feel very alone despite everything. 
I'm even afraid that you won't come see me in just two months. 
However, I receive a lot of messages from men but you occupy all the space in my heart and I cannot and do not want to respond to them because my heart has chosen you. 
I feel very sad and sorry that our history is nothing more than a reflection of what it was. 
I love you, I love you, I still love you very much but I ask myself a lot of questions. 
I really don't want to lose you, but I feel that right now, our relationship is just a shadow of what it was. 
Even when writing my songs, I lack inspiration. 
This makes me even sadder, it's as if we barely have anything left to say to each other. 
I love you, I love you, I love you as much as ever, my love Joseph. 
I wonder what this is all about. 
This pains me a lot. 
You barely say hello to me in the morning, and even more so in the evening when you go to bed, as if a certain routine had already settled between us and we were nothing more than pawns in a romantic universe that is increasingly eluding us. 
However, I still adore you enormously, my beloved angel Joseph, as I have never loved anyone before. 
Please don't let our love go to pieces. 
I need you in my life and you know very well that I cannot and do not want to live without you, my beautiful love. 
Yet you are always so kind to me, you are even a real little loving heart. 
I love you, I love you, I love you very much my loving heart Joseph. 
As I tell you again this evening, you are the eternal star of my heart. 
I love you so much my darling, that the loss is all the greater and difficult to bear. 
I am truly passionate about you, my sweet love Joseph, until my last breath. 
Yes this until my last breath my tender love. 

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