No Therapy

Ring once, ring twice, you never picked up the phone

Swore we’d never be alone, now I’m dying here on my own

Staring at that dial tone, praying for amends

Hope’s a drug I can’t quit, 11:11 every night again

We went from perfect two to strangers in a night

Your last text still glowing like a ghost in my phone light

I need some therapy, therapy

You were my therapy

Now I’m falling down, down, down

No way out, no way out for me

Therapy, therapy

Drowning sound, sound, sound

No way out, set me free

Camera roll full of ghosts I can’t delete

Smiles that turned cold, scars I can’t unsee

Drove every mile left in my soul just for you

You took the map and still got lost, left me roadkill too

Kill the headlights, let the dark take the wheel

If loving you was hell, at least the pain felt real

I need some therapy, therapy

You were my therapy

Now I’m falling down, down, down

No way out, no way out for me

Therapy, therapy

Drowning sound, sound, sound

No way out, set me free

You made me feel like a fucking letdown

Ride or die flipped to what now?

Carved our names in that old tree, time overgrown the thrill

Fuck your sorry, fuck your reasons, hope my name tastes like rust when you breathe it still

I don’t need your therapy!

Burned every bridge you left, watch it bleed

Rising up from the debris

No more falling down for me

Therapy, therapy — I survived your misery

No way out? Motherfucker, watch me leave

No way out… falling down…

Drowning sound…

Therapy… therapy…