Dizzy

(Intro – soft piano, ambient noise)

I get dizzy… dizzy… dizzy…

And I still don’t understand

What’s left for me…

I live in a body

That wants to disappear…

And just for that—

I feel sick…

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(Verse 1 – slow rap flow / spoken)

Wake up in the morning,

Lookin’ out the window—

The sound of the rain

Is the only thing I let in my head.

Grab my phone…

Type a message I’ll never send.

Then I crawl right back to bed again…

Repeat, again… again…

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(Pre-Chorus – rising beat, melodic)

I rise, I wake…

But it doesn’t fade…

This urge in me

To run away—

Run from this cycle

That drains me dry.

Battery’s gone,

And I still don’t know why…

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(Chorus – distorted guitars, emotional vocals + scream)

I try and I try, but I keep failing!

My passion's bleeding out, decaying!

Even now I struggle

Just to rise from this bed—

With a heart that’s cracked

And dreams long dead…

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(Verse 2 – sad rap / low melodic voice)

I hold my passion by the hand

Like it’s all I’ve got left to stand…

But my grip keeps slippin’

And my head keeps spinnin’… (spinning!)

Wake up, work—

But I don’t feel livin’

A body collapsing

With no forgiving…

I fake a smile,

But I’m still sinking

Deep… (deep)

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(Bridge – ambient + vocal layering)

You reach for me…

But I’m not the same.

I try my best

But I’m stuck in pain…

Still hoping

Still breathing

But my body’s fading

And screaming…

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(Break – heavier / scream + rap blend)

It spins me around! It spins me!

My head won’t stop! It’s dizzy— (and dizzy and dizzy)

I turn, I twist, I’m trapped in sheets!

This weight, this sickness, it repeats!

This thing I never told you—

You’re just a shadow now…

A fading echo,

Not so deep anymore…

But one thing's clear

Burned into my core…

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(Chorus – repeat with intensity)

I try and I try, but I keep failing!

My passion's bleeding out, decaying!

Even now I struggle

Just to rise from this bed—

With a heart that’s cracked

And dreams long dead…

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(Outro – fading piano, whispered)

But my head…

It’s spinning… (spinning)

Spinning…? (Spinning)

Spinning…! (Spinning)

Ohhh, huo!

Its spinning spinning

Spinning in my head!

Until finnaly i stay dea-d....