Paper Thin Disguise

The morning light cuts through the blinds

I leave another night behind

This empty space beside me now

Just proves I failed to keep my vow

I sought a shelter in the cold

But bought a lie that I was sold

The silence here is deafening

It ruins almost everything

Now I am running from the arms I ran to

Trying to find the path that leads back to you

I thought a stranger could heal the scars

But I only drifted further from the stars

It was a moment of weakness a desperate try

Now I am tearing down this paper thin disguise

The comfort faded with the dark

It did not leave a single mark

Just a hollow ache inside my chest

A weary heart that gets no rest

I tried to numb the pain away

But it is screaming louder in the day

I see the wreckage of my choice

And I am desperate just to hear your voice

Now I am running from the arms I ran to

Trying to find the path that leads back to you

I thought a stranger could heal the scars

But I only drifted further from the stars

It was a moment of weakness a desperate try

Now I am tearing down this paper thin disguise

I was lost inside the fear

Wishing you were standing here

I traded truth for make-believe

And now it is time for me to leave

Yeah it is time for me to leave

Now I am running from the arms I ran to

Trying to find the path that leads back to you

I thought a stranger could heal the scars

But I only drifted further from the stars

It was a moment of weakness a desperate try

Now I am tearing down this paper thin disguise

No more strangers

No more lies

Just the truth within your eyes

I am coming home

I am coming home