When the Pain Starts Talking Back

Intro (unsteady breathing, mic clipping)
Nah…
Nah, nah—
It’s too loud now.

Verse 1
Something in me finally split in two,
Heard your name and the room went blue.
Knife been twisting so damn long,
Now the pain got a voice and it screaming my wrongs.
I begged, I bled, I played the role,
Now obsession chewing holes in my soul.
I don’t miss you—I resent the spell,
You turned my heart into a locked-down cell.

Pre-Chorus (voice shaking, then sharp)
I swallowed silence till it bit me back,
Now every thought’s a panic attack.
I loved you sick, I loved you raw,
Now love sounds like a chainsaw jaw.

Chorus (full snap, screamed)
I snapped—now I don’t feel the knife,
I am the pain, I am the fight.
Your love don’t hurt—it ignites,
Burns everything I called my life.
I chased your ghost till I lost my name,
Now I’m standing in the wreckage screaming flames.
You don’t own me, you never did—
But you made a monster and this is it.

Verse 2
I tore the shrine down in my head,
Every “what if” finally dead.
Your memory fights but I bite back,
Turn every tear into a verbal attack.
I don’t want closure, I want release,
I want the silence to beg me for peace.
I loved you deep, I loved you wrong,
Now I scream your name just to prove it’s gone.

Bridge (spoken, manic laughter under it)
You hear that?
That’s the sound of me letting go the ugly way.
Not healed.
Not better.
Just done being quiet.

Chorus (screamed, distorted)
I snapped—now I don’t feel the knife,
Nerves on fire, dead inside.
Your love was poison dressed as light,
I drank it all and survived the night.
I don’t crave you, I crave the end
Of the version of me that would bend again.
You broke me once, that was the test—
I broke myself to kill the rest.

Outro (hoarse, exhausted)
I won’t say I’m okay…
But I’m not yours anymore.
And if that makes me dangerous—
Good.
At least I’m free.

dark rap, dark love, emo, and funk, lust and obsession, NSFW, dark funk. Male voice broken and screaming scratchy