Fury mess

Ik I’ve seen hell it’s a fury mess 
Isolation and loneliness  
A hopeless feeling 
I disconnect broken pieces 
I’ll slowly mend. 
Fighting off theses demons 
God they make it hard to survive 
Ripping out these pages 
Somehow I’m still alive 
Been at it for too long 
Trapped in my own head 
Thought got me wrapped 
Concussed by the past 
Memory relapse 
Shit is this fake Been living this way 
Stuck by the consequences Of yesterday 
The sadness I hide 
It’s hard to discuss 
So I put myself in a box 
Lock it up tight nice little keys
Throw them away hide them from me 
But that’s the problem you see
The box isn't nice filled with lies 
And empty dreams lonely thought eoching 
Ya Ik I’ve seen hell wish you couldn’t tell
Got this week face with a soldiers race 
God gave me grace to see better days
So the things that I got now I can’t waste 
Won’t throw it away keep fighting everyday