Fury mess

Ik I’ve seen hell it’s a fury mess

Isolation and loneliness

A hopeless feeling

I disconnect broken pieces

I’ll slowly mend.

Fighting off theses demons

God they make it hard to survive

Ripping out these pages

Somehow I’m still alive

Been at it for too long

Trapped in my own head

Thought got me wrapped

Concussed by the past

Memory relapse

Shit is this fake Been living this way

Stuck by the consequences Of yesterday

The sadness I hide

It’s hard to discuss

So I put myself in a box

Lock it up tight nice little keys

Throw them away hide them from me

But that’s the problem you see

The box isn't nice filled with lies

And empty dreams lonely thought eoching

Ya Ik I’ve seen hell wish you couldn’t tell

Got this week face with a soldiers race

God gave me grace to see better days

So the things that I got now I can’t waste

Won’t throw it away keep fighting everyday