Empty

(I bleed)

(Empty)

(I wheeze)

(I’m empty)

Feeling hollow today so I bleed.
Lost a soul and it’s hard to believe.
After all this time but now I see that you were just playing with me.
Dagger marks are what you see.
All the shit that’s been done to me.
You knew it all but didn’t truly care for me so I laugh it off instead of being angry.

Didn’t give a shit about what I wanted.
Didn’t give a fuck about what I needed.
All you cared about was what you wanted. 
Tried telling me that he’s what you needed?
Thats just so fucking pathetic!
Telling me that I don’t give a shit just because I wanted friendship!?
So now you’re using someone to get over it while being cold and distant towards me in the process…

Now I need medicine.
So scarred up and I on know what I’m doing.
So fucked up because I on wanna to feel this feeling.
Now I’m heavily drinking.
Hitting up the plug for just about anything.

(For anything)

All the pills.

Count them up then ring up the bill.
Now in my mind I can’t tell what’s real.
Binging every day got me feeling so ill.
You’re giving me too much to feel and leaving me with emptiness…

Emptiness.

Emptiness.

Emptiness.

Emptiness.

I’m empty.
My heart bleeds.
Im crying cuz no one understands me.
I don’t give a shit, supposedly.
I guess I just get too angry.
Whatever, fuck my happiness.

Feeling hollow today so I bleed.
Lost a soul and it’s hard to believe.
After all this time but now I see that you were just playing with me.
Dagger marks are what you see.
All the shit that’s been done to me.
You knew it all but didn’t truly care for me so I laugh it off instead of being angry.

I’m speechless.

I’m anxious.

I’m oblivious and reckless.

A lil curious but nervous.

Skipping rocks across the water.
Sitting on a rock as I ponder.
Listing ways to help my honor while the devil sits on my shoulder.
Trying to get sober when I get older. (Yeah)

(Oooooooooo)

Uh, uh, uh 

(Medicine in you)

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