Almost Over You

Yeah…

Mm…

I thought I was fine.

I tell everyone I’m good now, I don’t even hesitate,

But my mind still plays your voice like it’s yesterday.

I cleaned my room, I cleared my phone, I changed my pace,

But your name still hits my chest in the quiet space.

I learned how to smile in pictures, learned how to pretend,

Learned how to say “I’m over it” without meaning it.

I don’t miss the fights or how we burned,

I miss who I was before I learned.

I’m doing better, that’s the truth,

Just not as healed as I say I am.

I let you go, but parts of you

Still live in the cracks of my hands.

I’m almost over you, but not tonight,

I still feel your shadow when the lights go quiet.

I don’t break down like I used to do,

But I still feel everything I felt with you.

I’m almost over you, yeah, I’ll be fine,

I’ve learned how to live with the hurt inside.

I don’t need you back, that part is true—

I’m just not fully over you.

Mm…

Not tonight.

I don’t scroll through the memories like before,

But sometimes I stop when I hear your song in a store.

I’m not stuck in the past, I’m just passing through,

Some feelings fade slow, and I’m human too.

I found new habits, new faces, new ways to cope,

But love leaves marks, even when there’s hope.

I don’t wish you pain, I don’t wish you back,

I just wish healing didn’t come in waves like that.

I’m standing taller than I was,

I don’t fall apart at every sign.

But growth doesn’t mean the heart forgets,

It just learns to survive.

I’m almost over you, but not tonight,

I still hear your laugh in the dead of night.

I don’t cry like I used to do,

But I still feel everything I felt with you.

I’m almost over you, yeah, I’ll be fine,

I’ve learned how to carry what’s left behind.

I don’t need you back, that part is true—

I’m just not fully over you.

If healing’s not a straight line,

Then I guess I’m doing okay.

I don’t live in the pain anymore,

I just visit it some days.

I’m almost over you, I can say your name,

Without my chest catching on the pain.

I don’t need answers, I don’t need proof,

I survived loving you.

I’m almost over you, and that’s enough,

I made it through when it got rough.

I don’t need you back, I’ve grown into someone new—

I’m almost…

Over you.

Yeah…

Almost.