

Prompt / Lyrics
(Ah ha whoa ah) ain’t gonna lie this pain hit different I know you put me in jail you probably think I hate you is it Crazy to say I still love you having you by my side had me feeling okay untill that night that shit fucked me up (whoa Ah) lately I’ve been feeling this pain alone tryna thug it out but low key it’s been hard cause I can’t see myself without you but I can’t risk 7 years & you did this to me when I seen the charges my heart shattered can’t even tell you how I feel because I’d be back in Jail that’s why I left our home & moved out (ahhh whoa) ain’t gone lie i probably won’t love the same got to Much going through my mind seems like I’m repeating history all over again But my heart & soul will forever belong With you as much as this hurting me but I know I gotta focus on the here & now late nights having nightmares of Being in that cell been going through it I’m just tryna take it day by day cause that’s all I can I still don’t understand What I did to deserve this (whoa ahh) & you know I’ve been through hell & back that’s why I’m still processing every Thing my last did me wrong but the pain & trauma will probably never go away right back at square one I wish Shit was different could’ve worked this. Situation out but she ain’t tryna do it if she loved me she would’ve probably Dropped all these charges ain’t got time left feels like I don’t have much life left can’t eat or sleep so much pain I Can barely handle it but I can’t help but wonder what I did to deserve all this chain smoking while praying for this to Get better (ahh uh whoa) I ain’t never loved some one this hard even after everything I done been through my Heart keep telling me not to move on I wish I could save her but with this order of protection I can’t do shit (yea) so it’s Out of my control all I can do is suffer alone I swear these demons do everything in their power to make life Miserable but it’s my curse so all I can do is take it slow and do right as much as this shit hurts I know it’s out of my Control (whoa ahhh lately been suffering alone)
Tags
rap, trap, hip hop, pop, male, ambient, drill, beats, punk, post-punk, emo, rap, dark trap, emo rap, melodic rap
2:47
No
11/19/2025